Thursday, February 26, 2009

American Idol !!! xD

wahahahaa~ too bad!!



watch 0.23-0.29 damn funny la!!!!

珍惜眼前

年中考过了。 这次的考试, 感觉有点怪怪的。。真的有够不自然...
不曾这样轻松过的~ 

在考场, 当我答完问题后。 有种考完了的感觉。 那种感觉好像都不这么兴奋,

这次的中考, 然后大考。。。。。

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我又要离开了。



我在这所大学的宿命越来越近了。我想, 就只有7个礼拜吧。 真的不希望。。。

天啊~ 我就是不喜欢这种离开的感觉, 这种失去的感觉。 往往~ 就是没有的改变, 都几可怜一下的咯。

每次都会和别人说, 珍惜身边的每一个人, 每一样东西。 我都是这样说。 就只是会说而已~
咳~

我何时有珍惜过。。。

中5 - 天天都早到~每天都不怎么有精神。。。真有点讨厌早班!!

大学- 天天都赛车啊。。。真的很怀念中学。。。

工作- 工作时间太长了!!!没自由~ 很想念上学~ T_T

人总是要等到失去了才会珍惜! 

我知道, 有朝一日, 我会很想念这所学校的。 可能要等到失去的时侯吧。 


珍惜眼前人。 不管是谁, 我担保, 有一天你一定会失去他们, 只是时间问题。

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~ the end ~








Thursday, February 19, 2009

The turning point [s]

"From your fingerprint. i found that, the turning point in
your life is 18 years old. before that, all the people around you will help you.
but after 18 years old, you will start helping others." he says

he added. "but after u 30 years old, is your another turning point. is a positive slope."
my mom gave him 50 dollars.
what a scammer?!

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I enjoy life.
I enjoy schooling.
I enjoy studying.

Is hard, is tiring, yet is interesting. and happy.
People were friendly, people were caring, people were talkative, people were so funny.
Life is meaningful, life is easy, life is happy. and cool.

Today will be tomorrow, memories will never reduced.

Things had changed. T_T

People were selfish, people were self-care, people were not speak <>, people Act to gain respect. people now were too fake. sad about that. no choice.

To join the community, i forced to change. i used to tell myself, not to change. never. i m the best. forever. i m not who i m.

Is it the pathway? maybe? but. to where?

to successful life? how to define?

changes?

Once, I cannot accept change. But I guess I am forced to once in a while. Things change. People change.

Slowly, i had lost myself. my so not called hi bye friends. where are u all?? I need ur encouragement... to accompany me... to make me laugh... to talk nonsense with me... my true friends. i will always remember... the days we used to been together. the happiness we used to shared....

An animal, live together with friends , same species. to defeat from the predator. from the environment changes. because they know, they will easily defeated by the enemy if they didnt live together and protect each other.

As a human. initially. is the same, but we made it differences.
we all acting very strong. even we were not.
because they too bother how other the people look them.
human like to act.

hi.....bye....
i noe is very funny.

Everyday,when i meet someone (HI-BYE friends)
i will say, hi.
then 1 second after that say "bye".
Doesnt it look very funny? i used to laugh at myself after that, why ya?
But, slowly, i prastice this everyday. I changed to become very funny...

I'm a human,
I adapt.
I changed.
This will never end.

nomatter how, i will not change,

Forget it.


tomorrow will be a good day.

the only word i can say.







Sunday, February 1, 2009

i am a human? 习惯就好~她笑着说。。。

Do any know the strongest and the weakest tool of human? 

I think, probably is adaption. at least i think so, 

The obvious advantage, 

human can become the strongest animal in this world, because they can adapt the world, they able to change themself easily, no light? they create light,they can change themself due to the change of the environment. not like ants, or other animals, they can not survive at some area. on the contrary. all around the world, there are humans, because we got the ability to "adapt" .... but.... 

Always, there is a advantage and disadvantage...

As a human...!

Adaption can change the human originality,they will not be pure anymore. they will change base on the change of the environment... many people can change to become very bad because the need money ? to steal? many people will change to become very good or generous infront of their lover?
people will change to become very quite when all people were quite? people can change to become selfish, when all the people around were selfish also? so, F××k rite....

like me, i become not very friendly and become more selfish. because the enviroment has changed me.the people had changed me 

Everyone come to the world in a pure state, then start influenced by this evil world~because they can adapt...

the more intelligent you obtain. the more selfish you are.

I always believe on this sentences. from a difference personality can change very easily to others. i has changed my originity... by the environment

Adaption is.......... dangerous

~开工酒~

哇哈哈~ 初六~ Every chinese year, my dad <as a boss> haha~will belanja his worker to eat, to encourage them on the new day of working, a person who playing a important role of his life,his son, wakaka, sure i will go and eat la~


zucotto


chocolate


wao~ so sweet meh


my pretty mother!


seafood "s"





vegetables



 my elder sister..


<the end>


Special for you~ Grandmom~

This chinese New year was.... so boring~ T_T

Every year, i will spent my new year will my family... i will be given at least 5days to 1 week holidays...and i able to go back hometown and celebrate with my cousin, grandmom and grand father But, tis will be a differences new years for me.. i spend my time with my school in this chinese new year(2009) i will forever remember it~

well anyway, 不幸中的大幸~lucky, my grandmom stay at home and accompany me... i m not alone =.=ll ?

Thank you so much ya~ my grand m
om~

Everyday, she like to care something that is non of her buniness...
Everyday, she like to useup a lot of water to clean the thing that she think is dirty, eventhought is not~
Everyday, she like to shouting at us, to stop us do something that SHE think is not right

The day i stay at home with her, i can feel the loneness in
her heart, she was 80 something now. she still care a lot for this family, just, we don't actually appeciate it. she need ppl to talk with her, but no ppl willing... she wan to make sure the place were clean, so that the bacteria not effected us. but we scold at angry about that... she care too much for us, is for our own good! i was guilty....I always think alot when i was alone... who will not become old? i will, u will, everyone will. i m sorry grandmom~ happy chinese new years...



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