拭目以待

很久没有写了，
最近生活真的很忙碌，
不是上课，就是赛车，
不是赛车，就是温习。

为了考试，
无奈，读书读到凌晨4-5点，
第二天早又是考试。
为了只是不要辜负他们。
自己不是一个勤力的人，

我也很爱玩，
很喜欢玩电脑，
我也很喜欢去喝茶，
也很不喜欢因为读书拒绝任何约会。
不是我。

当听到 那消息时，
一时的生气不能被掩饰的。
一样的一切，
为什么我不被公平对待。

有些事是不能逃避的，
虽然，强者是不会要求被自己被公平对待。
理智和冲动其实只是一线之差。
只能说一句，自私的人类。


拿着相机，左拍拍右拍拍。
也不知道为什么，看到自己照片被欣赏时，
有种满足感。

简单的满足感。
谢谢这一切。

正常的生活对人体心理很重要。
我要拥有它。

Argh

At this moment, I awake.
I know, I'm not fully charged.
STILL tired. D=

But I know, this shouldn't be a reason for me to stop studying OD.

I know, I'm so tired.
I hate exam.



At this moment, I'm missing you.
I found that I letting you to wait for me.
at least 5 minutes?

Sorry no cure, I didn't say.

lucky, She went to sleep.


Look at the notes, I'm so angry...
Don't know where to start thou...
It's my responsible to read everything from the notes.
whether I can memorize or not, Its my brain problem...
nothing do with my responsibility anymore...


I will sleep early tonight =)

good night.

我被麻醉了

你问我，你累吗？累就不要读了啦。
我不累！真的，我微笑。

看着你，就是喜欢这样。
看着你。

我珍惜每个和你相处的时间。
如果有点累，我还是会微笑，然后打起精神。
继续~

相信，就算以后我再看回这部落格。
我也不会后悔的。
因为每分每秒都很珍贵。

幸福是自己争取的，
一线希望，只要是值得的。
我都不会放弃。

慢慢的，你让我变成一个男人。

Change

She asked, Anything in the world won't change forever?

I said, stone? love? bla bla bla?

she said, the only things that won't change is change.


Things changed day by day, due to a lot factors.
look back to some of my older posts.
many things changed.
Acute! change?

Too much.

Too much.

Too much.

Too sudden...

Silent, the night. I was here.
I was looking back my old memories.
Friendship. how awesome.

what should I do now?
I'm so confused.
Can I just give up? or you tell me.

I'm still the best in myself. no matter what.
That is the only thing won't change in me.




I don't tend to go anywhere else.

Once u hug me tight.

Nothing much I can say...

I just love to be with u...

stay there as long as possible...

Thx god.

One Malaysia

Public Relation.

What I learn today.

Discussed about Sale promoting, Advertisement, Propaganda, Marketing, Good/Bad Image Of a product.

Talk about One Malaysia proposed by our Prime Minister, Najib.
Lecturer ask whether this propaganda gave us a good/bad image.

When asked to raise hand if you think "One Malaysia" gives us a good image.
people seem to be hesitating. I raised my hand.

The Lecturer was right. No matter it gives good or bad image to us..
We should support it.
At least, the base of the idea is good.
At least, the starting is good.
At least, if gives us some hopes in future that maybe we can change one day like United State..

Talk about United State,
I wonder if Mr. Obama comes over Malaysia, can he manages to unite Malaysia and treat all the citizen equally? eg. same income tax to everyone?

I just doubt that, In United State people has a very strong conscious on fairness, equal rights.
But, here, not to say all of them, still most of the Older generation typical Malays still think that they deserved the better treatment by the government...

One Malaysia Is not Bull Shit.
Trying on something is good rather than doing nothing.
Maybe it's not that effective right now or some others rules still not treating all Malaysian equally.
But, in future. when people mind comes to one level, we can change like what United State did.
What we should do is support every single decision made by our leaders that benefits to all of Malaysian.
I have faith.


p/s

I have faith on u, bi.
Still,I prefer to make things clear at this stage.
I will wait, u know I'm waiting.

^^

虽然上了那么长的课~
用期待的心情,
我过着一天~

虽然有点疲惫的,
但今天的我,
过得没有遗憾。

我不敢面对。
我怕当我真正面对时，会失去你。

开开心心，简简单单，
轻轻松松，享受生活。

我会好好的，好好的，珍惜你。
我会的。

就算，现在的幸福是有代价的，
我也愿意。

我又开学了

无奈，我怎么爬起来了！！
在床上翻滚了一个小时，
我依然还睡不着。

12点入睡
真的有点不习惯。
2个月的假期，就这样结束了。
我没有遗憾，只有一点不舍。

不管怎样，我还是要去适应它。
头脑不能永远休息，不然它会坏掉，或迟钝掉。
休息，是为了走更长的路。只能这样说。
月老：但是你现在还没睡哦！明天还有上课的！！

适应是需要时间的!
因为我是人！