4-8-09

一早起身，电话已看不到你的祝福了。
昨晚，我们也没和对方说晚安。

以前，我门都会互相说晚安。
而我都随便 在信息打了 “晚安“， 都不在乎。
现在，你已经不再和我说晚安了，
才知道原来我是那么在乎的。。

我要。。
保持心情愉快
好好的收拾心情
为失去我爱的你哭
也为你不再爱我而离开我而笑

我相信
相依的两颗心
不管天涯海角
不管隔多大的距离
只靠一句 ''我爱你''
就能维持这段爱情。

我要
学会从容面对生活。
积极面对生活 ，生活定会如我所愿，

每天早晨，太阳依旧会如时升起。

...

爱一个人
学会了怎么爱自己
也学会了怎么爱别人

虽然
有时谈不上什么
天荒地老
海枯石烂
天长地久
细水长流
但，我们都曾经拿出真诚的心爱过彼此。

享受生命中的一切。。。


我想要
好好的跟她说



喂
我爱你

3-8-09

开学的第一天。
依然听着 Mix Fm。
开得很大声，
听着那熟悉的歌。跟着哼。
又恢复那时的感觉了。

早晨的空气真好。
去学校的路程还经过mid valley。
看了一眼。

曾经你想去的地方，我没带过你去。对不起。
在没机会时，
却要天天经过。
含泪傻笑。

星期六，我有上课呢。。。
没心情了

大学的朋友都很友善,
学长们都不会自大 ,

让我惊讶,
全世界,
每1分钟都有一个人眼盲.
每5分钟都有一个小孩眼盲.
这些都是可以避免的,只要得到治疗.
真可怜.

突然很想了解更多关于眼睛.
我会用功的.

班级也不会很大. 18人.
教授和学生的比例是
1 : 3.4
真好。

这里的教授都很有来头哦,
不是 phd, 就是 doc
有点期待了。

回家路上
依然喜欢自然自语
训练自己的英语。
真傻。

看着车上的3个公仔
都是你送.
突然变得很珍贵这次，我会好好珍惜了。
答应自己会好好保管 ^^

一回到家。 自动打电话给妈妈。
和他吃午餐，
假期酱久。 都没好好的陪妈妈了。
记得，每次都睡到1点多，妈妈就会打电话给我。
叫我吃饭。

珍惜一切。
我好像学了一个宝贵的课程。
代价，却是用你交换。

人就是这样的不自足。
常常寻找更好。

可是当你拥有了
才发现其实不是，
原来以前一切都来的比现在的好。

原来，看见别人幸福，
我们会忘掉自己也在幸福其中。
当幸福已不再，才醒悟自己身在福中不知福。

也只能默默地想念。。。
回到从前



。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

独自在夜晚, 让目标更明确

处在美好的环境里，
忽略了太多的机会，
也不会好好珍惜你，
原来我都只是空谈。

还记得月光下我们走过的那条街。
当时连手都不敢牵。

还记得看着你的双眼
不说一句的吻你的脸。

不敢责怪你的善变，
都是我不在乎而形成。

身在黑暗的环境中，
发现曾经走过的一切，
那过程，
乃那么珍贵。

过去的。。。
快乐，悲伤，冲动，激动，鼓励，支持，

牵手，拥抱，看戏，喝茶，你的声音，你的问候，你的坦白。


在黑暗中，发现这些才是我真正在乎的。

一夜间。
他的出现，
让你的不再留恋这一切了。


也好，就让我。慢慢把它消化吧。
可能会难受。但也只有这个选择。

有人说，回忆是快乐的根源。
深怕会忘掉，
硬要把它记载。


[付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
　　　 　保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也注定永遠寂寞]

独自在夜晚。 让目标更明确。 因为曙光变得很亮。
我一定要学习想前看。
往那曙光。

。。。。

Does god exist?

Let me explain the problem science has with religion.' The atheist
professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of
his new students to stand..

'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'


'Yes sir,' the student says.

'So you believe in God?'

'Absolutely. '

'Is God good?'

'Sure! God's good.'

'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'


'Yes'


'Are you good or evil?'

'The Bible says I'm evil.'

The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible! He considers for a
moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over
here and
you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'

'Yes sir, I would.'

'So you're good...!'

'I wouldn't say that.'

'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you
could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He
doesn't, does
he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he
prayed to
Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Can you answer that one?'

The student remains silent. 'No, you can't, can you?'
the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk
to give
the student time to relax. 'Let's start again, young fella. Is God
good?'

'Er..yes,' the student says.

'Is Satan good?'

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'

'Then where does Satan come from?'


The student falters. 'From God'

'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there
evil in this world?'

'Yes, sir.'

'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'

'Yes'

'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created
everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according
to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'

Again, the student has no answer. 'Is there sickness? Immorality?
Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this
world?'

The student squirms on his feet. 'Yes.'

'So who created them?'

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his
question. 'Who created them?' There is still no answer. Suddenly the
lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is
mesmerized. 'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you
believe in
Jesus Christ, son?'
> >>
The student's voice betrays him and cracks. 'Yes, professor, I do.'

The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you use to
identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'

'No sir. I've never seen Him.'


'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'

'No, sir, I have not.'

'Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your
Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or
God for
that matter?'

'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'

'Yet you still believe in him?'

'Yes'

'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable
protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that,
son?'

'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'

'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem
science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question
of His own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'

' Yes.

'And is there such a thing as cold?'


'Yes, son, there's cold too.'


'No sir, there isn't.'

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested.
The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.
'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat,
unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have
anything called 'cold'. We can hit down to 458 degrees below zero,
which is
no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing
as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458
degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or
transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or
transmit
energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You
see, sir,
cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat.
We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because
heat
is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence
of it.'

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom,
sounding
like a hammer.

'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?'

'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night if it
isn't darkness?'

'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence
of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light,
flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and
it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the
word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make
darkness darker, wouldn't you?'

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will
be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'

'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to
start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. 'Flawed?
Can you explain how?'

'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student explains..
'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and
a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite,
something we can measure.. Sir, science can't even explain a thought.'
'It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less
fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life
is to be
ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'
'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved
from a monkey?'

'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man,
yes, of course I do.'

'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes
where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and
cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a
preacher?'

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion
has subsided. 'To continue the point you were making earlier to the
other
student, let me give you an example of what I mean.' The student looks
around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the
professor's brain?' The class breaks out into laughter. 'Is there anyone
here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's
brain,
touched or smelt the professor's brain? No one appears to have done
so. So,
according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable
protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect,
sir.'
'So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your
lectures, sir?'

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student,
his face
unreadable. Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man
answers. 'I
Guess you'll have to take them on faith.'

'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists
with life,'
the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?' Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We see it
Everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It
is in
The multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These
manifestations are nothing else but evil.'

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at least it
does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is
just
like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the
absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what
happens
when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like
the cold
that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when
there is no
light.'

The professor sat down.

Most of the teens now a day, they do not believe in god, and so i do.
But, after I read this. I found that god actually is far away from my imagination. We can never say god exist or not.
Because scientists cant prove it? so god doesn't exist. there is a lot of things they cant prove.

God does exist in deep of our heart if we have faith on him/her/it.
God doesn't exist, if we don't have faith on him/her/it.

What a life 2

6 more days to go....

6 more.....

Never think it happened so fast... Flying time is pretty scary....
Time passes so fast... I'm going to degree...
This subject will determine the rest of my life....
Do I made a right choice? I always believe that...
Sometime, Believe is very far from fact...

What will I be after 4 years?
What I expected I can do after I finished my degree?
What Kind to life I want?
Can I successfully finish it?

I believe plan Is important.

This silence night...
Calm down,
Listening to my heart....
Asking myself, Is this what you want?
Asking myself the same thing.
keep asking~

Only the people who understand what he/she needs will carry the sincerity and motivation to go toward the goal.

I like this... I will do this!

Actually I'm not a top academic student, neither a smart student.
Being so confuse while I was in secondary.
Taking it so simple. so easy.
Wasted too much time in that period.

Life always like that~

When you feel sick, you will realize why Healthy So Important.


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Friends


Thanks a lot...

Thanks for this 3 month~
your accompanies will be my best motivation and encouragement.

No need to explain this,
people who likes you will understand.
people who doesn't, won't care.

People says,
Friend is to impose.

Sometime, I think is correct.
Sorry for being so selfish.

But, I personally think...

Some Kind of friends you can never find in somewhere else.
The friends speak without wearing a mask.
Do what you want in front them, or perhaps do what you like to do.
You won't feel embarrassing when you telling they flaw, and criticize on their bad habits.

After my secondary life. I realized who is my friends and who are just my passer.

How to react with people,
I guess I do have this slightly stronger ability....
After my college life...

All people needs you to treat differently, make sure they happy with the way you treat them. Then, they will treat you back the way you like them to treat you.

After I start my school.
I believe the time we meet each other will be lesser.
So sorry being so disturbing to all of you.
I know you guys have your own life,
Studying, working, facing exam...

1 more time.
Thanks a lot ^^

I do appreciate


.....

曾经

无聊时，偶尔会看看照片~　

看看那时得的自己。
看看当时自己的自拍照~
看着～看着～
心里～去不以为然地怀念~






照片可以回忆到很多。

慢慢想～
慢慢回忆过去～　
回忆乃是那么好的~

看了半小时。。
那时的感觉真好啊～

天气完全晴朗
平静大海天际蔚蓝一片美
掀起温馨天真的爱情

纯真的这份爱如此脆弱
天真的爱似风筝
时刻都会断线飘于风里
一切美梦亦同逝去


只是顺便在ｋｔｍ拍的～
现在，竟成为自己的经典～
自己最美好的过去～

如此开心的回忆牵挂着悲伤~
这~ 或许也是拍照的威力~

不需要你说永远~ 或未来~
只要~ 你曾经真心的爱我一篇~
就足够了~

好歌词~ 好歌词~



...

What A life?

2 more week to go.

After 3 month holiday, finally, come to the end.
Is this so call enjoy life?

Still remember while I was secondary, holiday is so desperate needed.

How to define "enjoy" I always mess up myself.
3 month of successive holiday.
I finally find out...
Everything I do, Is to enjoy, make my life more colorful.

Try to find something to do... keep trying...
jogging, gym, game, yamcha,
I force myself to participate.
Hope my time can pass through more easily...
Just wander, Is everyone's holiday same as mine?

2 more week, I will start my degree.
I don't know what feeling I should apply.
happy? or sad? or perhaps excited?

Optometry.
Fortunately, I have my own plan.
I never stop, never...
sometime, we need to rest a while,
Not to skive, but is to conserve more stamina to walk longer...

Still,
I never forget my aim.
enjoy everything.

Life Is to Enjoy, how long can u survive?
Don't regret at the moment u laying on the hospital's bed.

10-7-09

Something special finally happened in my life...

Burglars Broke in to my house >.<
Well, f..k ~ u all finally did it... after 3 times trying to break into my house.

And my beloved lappy has stolen by them~ zzz
Not even 1 year! haiz~
I blog by using my bigdump desktop now... I miss u ! laptop! my notebook T-T
No mood to type anymore~
lappy, live in peace..............

回忆

Never remember people's birthday, even my dad and mom
Date, doesn't mean anything to me.
I'm lazy. Or i think that is not necessary.
I'm sure other people will memorize it for me~
I thought.

I'm so weak~

she changed me..
Influence me to make use of date ~
To memorize something...
Because, If i forgot. no people will remember it.

Once,
Losing her, My life doesn't assist emotion.
I can control my emotion very well, without her....

memories are sweat,
memories are cruel,
no matter what.
I will never intended to forget...

-奥尔可以往后看，但绝对要往前活-


closing my eye, listening my music,
thinking of something...
I will down...

open my eye, close the blog,
I realized, I still have a long journey to go~

M3mori3s Ar3 always b3autiful- 2-7-07

Recently

Out Of control~ I'm totally out of control to myself!

WTF I'm doing now~

.....

1.games
2.eat
3.sleep
4.shit

I have wasted so much time. Oh man.
count from today, I still have 1 and a half month to go before i start my degree~
Omg. How shuld I use my time, so called Wisely???

Blog lesser now~ nothing special happen In my Life Now... T-T
It can be discribed by using the word "black and white"

If Holiday always like this I rather dun wan a Holiday.....
Too addicted to Dota, It really makes me crazy.
Everyday, Play Dota " A U T O M A T I C A L L Y " I got totally out of my control.
My brain never ask. why u do so? why u switch on ur laptop? why u On Garena?
My hand will Switch on laptop, and the action with bring out without passing through my brain.....



Holyshit!


Thx to my school.... Intake on august....

Thank you. u make my life so black and white....

I will appreciate...

=)

shuld be replaced by =(

My unforgetable Holiday ~

林宥嘉-你是我的眼

I love this song ! =( 攒！

人事

生意真的不像以前那容易做了。
顾客的要求也因对选择越来越夸张了。也不能怪他们 ， 竞争力真的越来越强了。

这也不用紧～　有竞争公司才会进步嘛～！　是好的。
习惯就好， 不算很复杂的问题。

但～ 但是。。。

为什么一定要有些员工不给予合作，
还要在里面搞是非呢？！
你们是否忘记了在这里的真正目的？
老板请你们来这里，当然是要你们帮公司赚钱。


搞乱公司和员工的关系会严重影响公司的正常运作。
影响公司的正常运作，也自然的影响了公司的收入。
工作， 真的很幸苦吗？
就只有你一人吗？ 再想想， 有谁不辛苦呢...
真的要到把气氛弄得那么姜吗？
都算了。

我明白，你们都非常能干，很辛苦。
但，其实你们是否想过。
真的有比老板更辛苦吗？？
有尊敬过老板吗? 有想过谁是真正受害者吗？ 不是你们双方。

而是， 每个月给钱你们， 让你们风衣足食的老板。
让他头疼。让他无法专心的全神贯注在公司的未来发展，
而，搞你们的所谓的“是非”。
太善良的老板， 也未必太好。

有人妒忌？
还是，有人，已经无法正常与完全的控制自己的情绪了？
把自己不爽的心情发泄在一个心情也不爽人的上面。
Argument also started in this kind of situation。
往往就是那样开始。当时的你其实也没想到后果， 就。。。
就是不爽。

1.到后来。 才发现。。。 其实我们不应该这样。 我们对事不对人啊。公司为上。向对反道歉曾经有语言上的侵犯。
2.继续为公司服务，但还是耿耿于怀。 对同事不满， 作些小动作， 挑拨别人的愤怒。

多数人都是选2, 大人嘛，老辈嘛, 酱容易道歉， 就没尊严了嘛，
大人啊，大人。。。知错能改。 我也曾经对你们发脾气过。 还小的时候。
但，妈妈真的让我改善了很多，
对我而言，要真真的解决这问题。　只有一个。

就是双方都领悟到自己的过错，　而知道在这里工作的真正目的。
再诚恳得相对方道歉。　握手联合，　把公司推到最高峰。

也许是　“当局者迷？＂　

一些～
都只会在不停的影响， 不， 应该是破坏公司的运作。
别以为你们真的很有很有用。
或以为你们很卖命
还是很辛苦类似的。

在这社会，大学生也越来越多。 能干的人也一样多。
只是老爸认识不多。
到我的年代， 你们等着瞧。

请想想，

1. 在这里做工的真正目的。
2.事后的后果。
3.谁是受害者。
4.会开心过每一天吗？
5.对你有什么好处？

Super mario

yo, learn back guitar recently.

Just found that my teacher upload his guitar performance to youtube.

Seriously, proud of him. =)

Bukit jalil

Where got ppl go Jogging early in the morning de!? I rather sleep at home~ zzzz

Normally, I will say like that.

One day, 1 of my fren, mr.Josh.
He suddenly says that he wan to start exercise while he found out that his Blood pressure Is Higher than average!

We stare at him.
Laughing at him.

A guy who doesnt like sport since i know him, perhaps, hates sport.
Suggested to go exercise!!

Ofcause, i strongly agree with that (well, i m so boring at home)


6 am~ Before the sun raise! I wake up~ feeling so tired~ >.<
No matter how, Keep on frens~ I will fully support this meaningful exercise! ^^v

















































OK.ok. i know very messy~ zzz BUT, i m fedup with it ! ~ chin chai la~ xD

不一样的假期

原来习惯了寂寞。 寂寞再也不在叫寂寞。

好不一样的假期哦～　还记得刚考完ｓｐｍ时的心情，　
超开心的。 每天都很自由，很享受。
和朋友看戏，打机，玩耍的过程．　都一一记载在心里面。
最享受的事就是那自然睡醒的感觉。

同一个３个月的假期。我知道自己没那么开心了。　
奥尔，忍不住时，还是会叫朋友出来见见面～　真的不好意思打扰你们。　
你们都不是以前的自由了。　都各有各忙。

没了目标的生活真的超没意义勒！　

曾经很介意一个人是晚餐。 因为我不喜欢自己一个人的感觉。
可是现在的我好像都比较喜欢一个人吃晚餐。 喜欢那快快带过的感觉。
为什么啊～　我好像真的变的很奇怪了。。。

很懒惰去策划怎样写自己的部落格了。
其实都只是自己想说的真心话。
发现，都是自己看的～
祝，我的真心朋友都能活得快快乐乐～　＝）

WHY dota?

What Is the Advantages Of playing DOTA? ? ?

1. To Gain Teamwork.

Teamwork Is very important to accomplish A goal! We must Learn that since we were YOUNG. and We can Also realise that SOLO is harder to achieve the target compare to work with A team!!

2. To Gain Friendship.

Dota actually Produce Friendship 1 ! We chat about DOTA at school. As we communicate, we actually gaining relationship at the moment! Also! Dota is so popular that Almost 80% of the Teens used to play. SO, when u go to a NEW place, Dota can be a great topic to START a friendship OR to make NEW friends WITH same hobby~ LOL
Even, after WE all graduateed. We still come OUT for DOTA, We still playing Dota At ggc.
It works IN building and keeping a Relationship! really, Dota-er, U know what i talking about. haha~

3. To Realise that Success actually need HARD work!

Used to play like NOOB. Used to Feed like shit. Used to Blame by Teammate!
I now realised that, we actually need to prastice and prastice to reach a SO called "pro" or playing a Useful role in A team. There is no SHORT cut IN life! We must work hard to Improve Our ability!

4. To Learn how TO sacrifice. For A Bigger BeneFiT!

I prefer AGI hero. WHile i Hate INT. but sometime, the situation NEEDS me to use INT HERO For the advantages of the GAME, Althought I NOT really Like it, but TO Victory. AND, TO produce Greater HAppiness Of Greater Amount Of people! I will USE it.

Same Things IN our daily Life, We need to learn HOW to sacrifice Some self-interest TO achieve something more IMPORtant!

5. To Pass TIME FASTER!

As I Having HOlidays NOW. As a Human Being wHo are Damn Boring. Dota Is a good Activity to pass Spend MY time FASTER!

Holiday SIEN untill ....
UNtill... I writen down all this stupid stuff.
ARH~ !

THE END

think simple, speak lesser, live happier.

Sometime, we can feel something. We can think of something.
From someone's actitude, way of speaking. Based on our common senses.
We know what there think, what their objective of doing something.

We cant speak everything we Felt, We tought.
And because I doubt. I got no prove, just... it is a hypothesis
Without experiment.

In some way we speak, we can accidentally hurt someone, we don't know.
[all just because they admit]

Always, there are optians,
Chose keep the secret.
Chose not to hurt someone.
Chose to accomplish his/her goal.


Or

Chose to tell everything.
Chose to say what u think. what u feel.

Of cause, u must responsible for ur choice.



Moon: Jy, always control the way u speak.

Me: But, this is my style. do i need to change? why?

Moon: Because, in this world, everyone include u don't like people to disagree with u.
We all born in a egoism state.

Me: but...

Moon: no but. chose, u wan to gain more friends or lost more friends. u wan people to respect u or not. u got no choice. accept and change. make sure everyone is happy with u. u must adapt.

Me: ... fine.


Realised that I in stage 3 of the cognitive moral development.
conventional level
- good boy good girl image
- good behavior/ fullfill expectations.

[think more simple, speak lesser, live happier.]

我还是写了

我还是好想念。尽管被讨厌了。
我就是那么傻又天真。
傻在把朋友看得太重要。
天真在，以为如何对待人，人就会如何对待你。

妈妈说过，“只要对别人好，别人就会对你好。” 她就是人见人爱。 没仇家。被尊敬。
我相信。
回头想想， 也许都只是她就是老板的太太。

单纯的心。被说到恶魔的心。真的有如此坏吗？一场朋友。
语法不强的人也只可以用【佩服】的心情看待。
很强的组合。
顿时，我知道智慧重要性。
告诉自己，要成功。 一定要。
只有成功人士才会被尊重。
无需多说。
这是现实，也是我被逼接受的事实。

人类就是有了思想，才变得如此复杂。
或许我太冲动了。
整件事里做的唯一错。

我。
正式宣布， 辩论大赛结束。
没有赢者，我们都输了。
【或许你根本不在意没了一个朋友，谁知道。我根本不了解】

望着妈妈贴在拥有蜘蛛网，灰尘墙壁上的卡片-【生活在感恩的世界】， 认真地读了。。。

感谢伤害你的人，因为他们磨练了你的心志。
感激欺骗你的人，因为他们增进了你的见识。
感谢遗弃你的人，因为他们教导你应该自立。
感激跘倒你的人，因为他们强化了你的能力。
感谢职责你的人，因为他们助长了你的定慧。

终于，我看开了。

谢谢。

Do you hate Malaysia's police?

2.57am. sunday
I'm still not feeling want to sleep.
I must write it down.

My dad went to sabah for badminton competition. He wasnt at home.


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Around 2am just now, My aunty (who live at shop) called my mom and says that the alarm at shop is ringing. Without dad's accompany, my mom ask me to accompany and fetch her to shop see what happened there.

I drive her to shop, the alarm is ringing, mom go down, and my aunty come out. close the alarm and look around. no body.

I can feel my mom is nervous and scare. the safety now a day is difference compare to last time. Everyday, we can see from newpaper, robbery, raping, killing. mom scare ofcause.

well, i was worry althought i pretend like ntg. I was thinking, "is it the robbery trying to break the backdoor of my shop...? I wander"

But, tonight is difference, polices were beside the road, they blocking. 2am? I think most probably they trying to catch those motorcyclist who speed on the road.

we, close our alarm. and re-on it, alarm stopped. I n mom went back, on the way back, aunty called again. ok! alarming is ringing again! well, we go back again la. This time I was like, shit! why ya? robberies come back again?

one of the policeman, who dutying beside the road, walk to me,

police: "kenapa ni ?"
I: " ya, mungkin alarm ada masalah"
Police: "alarm sudah berbunyi dua kali?"
I: " mungkin... sebab ada tikus."
I think he joking to me.
Police: " jangan takut, ramai polis berada sini."
his hand holding a ? rifle? (is 32) familar.
I didnt say thank you. he walked away. we went back to home.

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I hate them, because i used to corrupted by policeman!! that police took away my 50 ringgit. I talking to phone while driving. ARH! But i must pay him so he not saman me because I'm still P lesen, he threaten me!


But, after today. after the policeman walk to me and concern about me. At that moment, suddenly I feel i was protected, I feel no worry. I'm safe! because got police beside me!
I regretz i didnt say "terima kasih".

mayb, not all the polices are bad,
mayb, some of the fella dirty the image of polis
A contry, especially now, we really need police.

We shouldn't look something from only one perspective, and determine all polices
are not good as what I did. (critical thinker, I'm not)

Conclusion, Althought many malaysians think that all polices are bad. Actually, all polices u met only, because a good police will only appear when u get trouble.

Terima Kasih.

sincery.

wtf. I think i better sleep now. zzz

How to make Biodiesel??

My dear chemistry and biology lecturer, Mr. Andrew gave us an opportunity to design our own experiment. We are requested to think one experiment to be done. Any experiment related to chem and bio (of cause).Whereby, the experiment should be done within 12 weeks.

As, it is totally differences compare to secondary/ primary school. (Experiments are always set-up by teacher, which the result is always contented.)

As, it consist 30marks out of 100.

As, we are not scientists.

It wasnt easy.

Struggle~ struggle~

I ask: Can we make some “liquid” which is more environmental friendly to replace petrol?! (Intended to be a savior)

He says: If we can. Then we can make a conclusion that all the scientists are bullish.

I said: ok! Let’s prove that all scientists are bullish!!

With some basic research.

We started our “self designed” experiment, namely, how to make biodiesel.

Aim: To make biodiesel out of household corn-oil, peanut oil, wasted oil.

Hypothesis: Biodiesel can be produced by using the Dr pepper technique.

Manipulated: Type of oil
Constant: Volume of oil, the procedure of the experiment.
Responding: The presence of biodiesel
Material and apparatus: peanut oil, methanol, sodium hydroxide, heater, glass rod, 500ml beaker, thermometer, Mc Cartney bottle,

Procedure:

1. Measure 250mL of corn oil.

2. For the preparation of oil, burn the oil to 55 ‘c.

3. If 3g of sodium hydroxide is prepared and mixed with 62.5g methanol.

4. Then, stir the methanol and sodium hydroxide until it dissolve.

5. Pour the warm oil and methoxide into the Mc Cartney with filter funnel.

6. Shake the oil 4 times per hours. Each time the oil shaked 4-5 sec.

7. Record the result.

RECORD the result? Let's see.

Let's see, 2 layers formed. We assume that top layers is biodiesel. and, it is in solid state!

kok wai decided to heat it once more! Still in solid state after it cooled down. =.= teach me how to us e zzz











We tried our best...
- using difference type of oils
- adding antifreeze
- shaking it with difference way





the rightside is biodi esel, and the left side is ...forgot...
flammable? doesnt seem like.










How was it~ created by kim- poster only
(personally think is suck) xD







Me. kok wai. kim. tanuj.










Of cause, we failed to make biodiesel, due to the limitation of time, resources and research.

Althought we failed to get biodiesel, failed to prove that sciensists are bullshit(who never fail an experiment before!?)
But i learnt how to design our own experiment( ofcause, with the help of Mr. Andrew) Learnt how to organise, time management... bla bla bla... rubbish...

But, I found that I never so concern just for an experiment.
maybe..

Just because...

We know this is our experiment....

- the end -