不一样的快感

今晚，
有着不一样的快感。

为何我要这么笨？
让感觉做决定，不是好了吗？

突然好轻松哦！哈哈~


人与人之间的摩擦，除了坦白，没有不到其他了，
爸爸常常教我。
解决问题一定要往两边想，往两边了解。
今天，我站在两边的最高峰。
我用力往下看，看到了一切

不同性格的人，很难相处。
但不是不可能，要带着礼让的心。
要带着不妒嫉，放下自私的心。

这夜里，
我喝了些酒，
做了些激烈运动。

我会想开了
你的责任感，不因该在我们两个人的关系下。
我做了我该做的。
是我的，就是我的。

I love it

switch, switch. . . switch.... switch...
I bet he will bend one of his knee later... 5 dollar..

Stressful life need some relaxation to balance up...
Laugh non-stop makes me feel so great...
I love the movie, with the right people beside...

I enjoy the surrounding atmosphere,
The warmness you brought to me.

Thankyou mami,
I world most delicious food ever..
So full now... =p

Everything just comes on time...
maybe god already arranged it for me...

^^

^^

The sun was shining out there.
After a non-stop raining yesterday.

As always,
my adaptation speed is improving.
more and more things couldn't beat me.

I will be stronger and stronger.

Today is Tuesday.
No time to waste.
The things I should have do this week..

1. make a debit card.
2. Do nutrition research
3. swim more
4. finish my homework!
5. go climb mountain Broga
6. cycling at taman pertanian

It's time for me to learn how to manage money.
How to enjoy life, learn to give up.


When i look through the video of the children who suffer from starvation...
from earth quake, lost of family, the love one.
I believed that I am the lucky one
I am free from all these...

满足于单纯，单纯于满足

slowly...
slowly...

I get it...

^^

I don't mind how people look at it...it's all about me and you...

It's raining outside...

Since u leave me, it's raining until now...
I can not pretend nothing happened...
we did too many things...
only me and you knows..

I want you to be with me...
but, if u insist...

give me some time,
I'm human being too..
I need time to put it down...

Give me some time..
don't leave me alone in sudden..
stay beside me...

you shouldn't leave me alone...
I gave you my true heart...
I gave you everything...

you are such a good girl,
I got no regret,
So happy to be with you... darling...

I miss you...
tonight...

拭目以待

很久没有写了，
最近生活真的很忙碌，
不是上课，就是赛车，
不是赛车，就是温习。

为了考试，
无奈，读书读到凌晨4-5点，
第二天早又是考试。
为了只是不要辜负他们。
自己不是一个勤力的人，

我也很爱玩，
很喜欢玩电脑，
我也很喜欢去喝茶，
也很不喜欢因为读书拒绝任何约会。
不是我。

当听到 那消息时，
一时的生气不能被掩饰的。
一样的一切，
为什么我不被公平对待。

有些事是不能逃避的，
虽然，强者是不会要求被自己被公平对待。
理智和冲动其实只是一线之差。
只能说一句，自私的人类。


拿着相机，左拍拍右拍拍。
也不知道为什么，看到自己照片被欣赏时，
有种满足感。

简单的满足感。
谢谢这一切。

正常的生活对人体心理很重要。
我要拥有它。

Argh

At this moment, I awake.
I know, I'm not fully charged.
STILL tired. D=

But I know, this shouldn't be a reason for me to stop studying OD.

I know, I'm so tired.
I hate exam.



At this moment, I'm missing you.
I found that I letting you to wait for me.
at least 5 minutes?

Sorry no cure, I didn't say.

lucky, She went to sleep.


Look at the notes, I'm so angry...
Don't know where to start thou...
It's my responsible to read everything from the notes.
whether I can memorize or not, Its my brain problem...
nothing do with my responsibility anymore...


I will sleep early tonight =)

good night.

我被麻醉了

你问我，你累吗？累就不要读了啦。
我不累！真的，我微笑。

看着你，就是喜欢这样。
看着你。

我珍惜每个和你相处的时间。
如果有点累，我还是会微笑，然后打起精神。
继续~

相信，就算以后我再看回这部落格。
我也不会后悔的。
因为每分每秒都很珍贵。

幸福是自己争取的，
一线希望，只要是值得的。
我都不会放弃。

慢慢的，你让我变成一个男人。

Change

She asked, Anything in the world won't change forever?

I said, stone? love? bla bla bla?

she said, the only things that won't change is change.


Things changed day by day, due to a lot factors.
look back to some of my older posts.
many things changed.
Acute! change?

Too much.

Too much.

Too much.

Too sudden...

Silent, the night. I was here.
I was looking back my old memories.
Friendship. how awesome.

what should I do now?
I'm so confused.
Can I just give up? or you tell me.

I'm still the best in myself. no matter what.
That is the only thing won't change in me.




I don't tend to go anywhere else.

Once u hug me tight.

Nothing much I can say...

I just love to be with u...

stay there as long as possible...

Thx god.

One Malaysia

Public Relation.

What I learn today.

Discussed about Sale promoting, Advertisement, Propaganda, Marketing, Good/Bad Image Of a product.

Talk about One Malaysia proposed by our Prime Minister, Najib.
Lecturer ask whether this propaganda gave us a good/bad image.

When asked to raise hand if you think "One Malaysia" gives us a good image.
people seem to be hesitating. I raised my hand.

The Lecturer was right. No matter it gives good or bad image to us..
We should support it.
At least, the base of the idea is good.
At least, the starting is good.
At least, if gives us some hopes in future that maybe we can change one day like United State..

Talk about United State,
I wonder if Mr. Obama comes over Malaysia, can he manages to unite Malaysia and treat all the citizen equally? eg. same income tax to everyone?

I just doubt that, In United State people has a very strong conscious on fairness, equal rights.
But, here, not to say all of them, still most of the Older generation typical Malays still think that they deserved the better treatment by the government...

One Malaysia Is not Bull Shit.
Trying on something is good rather than doing nothing.
Maybe it's not that effective right now or some others rules still not treating all Malaysian equally.
But, in future. when people mind comes to one level, we can change like what United State did.
What we should do is support every single decision made by our leaders that benefits to all of Malaysian.
I have faith.


p/s

I have faith on u, bi.
Still,I prefer to make things clear at this stage.
I will wait, u know I'm waiting.

^^

虽然上了那么长的课~
用期待的心情,
我过着一天~

虽然有点疲惫的,
但今天的我,
过得没有遗憾。

我不敢面对。
我怕当我真正面对时，会失去你。

开开心心，简简单单，
轻轻松松，享受生活。

我会好好的，好好的，珍惜你。
我会的。

就算，现在的幸福是有代价的，
我也愿意。

我又开学了

无奈，我怎么爬起来了！！
在床上翻滚了一个小时，
我依然还睡不着。

12点入睡
真的有点不习惯。
2个月的假期，就这样结束了。
我没有遗憾，只有一点不舍。

不管怎样，我还是要去适应它。
头脑不能永远休息，不然它会坏掉，或迟钝掉。
休息，是为了走更长的路。只能这样说。
月老：但是你现在还没睡哦！明天还有上课的！！

适应是需要时间的!
因为我是人！

难忘的

把眼闭上，半睡状态。
让音乐进入你身体，
让意志力不清醒的瞬间，
和音乐进入另一个世界，
一个世外桃源，一个没有压力的世界。
是种享受。

好像很远，但彼此都在陪伴。

今天的一切，是真的吗？

我在说什么？

@.@

简单的一天

看了怪谈整天，
就算以科学角度来看，很多事还是不能解释的，
比如降头，鬼魂报复。
不管怎样，不做亏心事，就不用怕酱多。

有点感冒，
吃了辣汤，
总算好了些。

谈到感情会变，谈到缘分不再。
也对,没有东西是永久的。
唯一能做的就是不要再犯同一个错。
失去了才在乎。

写下，也只是单纯的在乎。
就算有一天，感情变了，还会留下美好回忆。
就算回忆忘记了，
我还有亲笔记载。保存下来。

我不是放不下的人，
只是，美好回忆不值得被我们慢慢老化的头脑给忘记掉。

早餐，看戏，睡觉，到公园走走，喝茶。
美好的，简单的，轻松的，也是开心的，
有意义的一天。


p/s: 有人欠我一个人情，哈！

WCG 2010

I participated in Starcraft brood war WCG 2010.

Lost competition just now, at least i reached top8...
Opponent was a pro gamer...
It's 1st time I was playing game infront of so many people ...
Nervous and unusual.
But once the game started,
unconsciously, I put myself immediately into the game.

Feel so good though...
shaking hand with the opponent, the winner after we finish the game.
audiences were clapping after the match is finished as well.
I lost with honor...

Whether starcraft2 will replace starcraft1. it's doesnt matter anymore.
I will join WCG 2011 if i hav time.

A place where gamers are appreciated and respected.
^^

15july10

也是一早。

Dream of the dream of the dream of the dream.........
Inception。
很有创意的一部电影。

4块的Tea Ice?
是4角啦。

很美的，
Putra Jaya。
花展？
也许吧。

喝妈妈的汤顿时，
发现自己很口渴，
也对，天气热，加上没水喝。
你也要多喝点。

也不知道你在忙什么。
我不过问。
只知道今天的回忆是美好的。

明天，将会又是期待的一天。

在想，如果天天都带着期待的心情，
那该多好啊。

FiFa 2010 SouthAfrika

4年一度世界杯，就这样在南非完美结束了。
今年是2010，我正是20岁。

巴西爆冷输给荷兰，大家都感到很可惜。
最帅的卡卡不能在为大家演出。
世界足球先生梅西，也因为队伍不能配合，提早告别世界杯。
许多梅西迷因此感到惋惜，不爽。


借此世界杯，也让一道佳肴变最有影响力的动物。
章鱼保罗，无人不知。
只有两岁的保罗，准确地推算出哪支队伍会赢。
让大家喜怒哀乐。
一夜间万人迷。
也一夜间很多人想把它喂鲨鱼。



如果是男人，也一定知道巴拉圭奶機妹拉莉薩（Larissa Riquelme）
她把手机放在胸部为巴拉圭的举动让全世界人关注。
她还说，如果巴拉圭打进决赛，就裸体在现场奔跑。
一个若言，让巴拉圭的支持者大大提升，全力支持巴拉圭！
只怪他们不争气，输了西班牙。让全世界男人因此失望。


为了让气氛更刺激。
我选择了支持一支没有特别红球星，却很有团队的队伍- 德国。
一支年轻，有活力，爱突击的队伍。
让我每次看它比赛都很刺激的队伍。
让我为它高兴，伤心。


因为世界杯，大家也很爱请假看球。
我们都不介意埃夜，
和朋友出来喝茶，看球，一起大喊一番！

哈哈哈。。。
回想起来，其实我们都得了很多欢乐。

西班牙赢了也好，德国进不到决赛也好，
压力大的生活，生活很沉闷。

4年一次，给了我们痛快，偷懒，放浪的理由。
一个足球，一个章鱼，一班美女， 看来没什么意义。
然而，快乐才是最大的意义！
4年再见。巴西。 我们再耐心等待吧~

也许，只有你我明白

11点，我被叫醒。
不知道哪来的勇气，我就是做到了。
虽然那个笨蛋左右不分。

不错的BKT。
不错的掏钱方法。
不错的一切。

不错的电影
虽然知道又是这样的结局。

大雨，
我们运气不是很好。
是否上天给提示，我不管。

到了那色彩缤纷的世界，
蛮舒服的，只是瞬间。

安全的，你回家。
冒险的，我到家。

唯一的遗憾，
因为车祸导致的赛车，我赶不回去和妈妈说生日快乐
我会补偿回的。

我记得这首歌。一首让我真正陶醉的歌。

世界杯完了，
希望可以回到正常生活规律

累了

别管我

睡眠不足时，我总是不能乐观起来。
头脑会回忆起以往的事情，不在我控制范围里面。

我也是也受过伤害者，为什么我就是和别人不一样？
我不需要装坚强。也不在我控制范围里。

为什么早上不管在多活动，到了夜晚我还是感到寂寞。

真的有月老吗？真的有绑红线这回事吗？
如果有，
...
他妈的，你可以不要乱乱绑吗？！　

偶尔，看看以前的照片。
让我心又再次静下来。
回忆，只剩下回忆了。
一个人，我默默的再看着照片。
常常想把它清除完，但没有成功过。

向前看，我不会多想。
我知道，
明天一早，又是新的一天。

就算一个人，我还是会走下去的




如果你是我朋友，可以不要乱乱发我脾气吗？
因为，有时候我真得很需要你的陪伴。
其实我是很可爱的，如果你看到的话。

Politics and teenagers

"Politics over here getting worse.
Leaders of the country abuse the power they had.
We live in a corrupted country.
We shall move to our dream country, to prevent the unfairness treated by the government."

In fact, how many of us actually try to understand the government?
From a perspective of a student, I feel curious and weird.
How funny,
When people criticize on something when they don't even have any idea what are the things government working on.
They might say, "government ar? no cure la...GG"
To some extend, I agree, I'm a very normal teenager as everyone does.


Criticizes, Conflicts, Unfairness, misleading of thought by the leaders
Those things are expected to happen in our daily life.
When we look from one and only one perspective,
oh ya, I'm so angry. I wasn't treated as what I suppose to
I didn't receive the gift that belonging to me.

What if I say,
People mind were set.
To a point their decision made were disturbed.
I guess that was one of the reasons why government gave us a bad image even we know nothing much about them.


That's not the point, yet.
politics
It changes our lifestyle, our education, our priority, human right.
Although, i know it's suck for some reason due to their unwise decision made by those leaders.
Yet, We shouldn't give up on it.
Politics was always playing a important role in our life,
We seldom realize it, especially teenagers.
that was one of the reasons why people were treated unfairly by the government.


Reason is simple, we don't really care about it.
we don't really participate and making it an issue.
At least not most of us.
ya, I'm selfish.

I didn't say the plan that our country made were excellent, or
all the races are fairly treated.
Nomatter what.
Teenagers are not suppose to sit and see.
Because we are future.

ya, people realize that.
The latest election proves us that we finally come to a turning point that all of us wanted to be fairly treated.

"I want a truth Malaysian Nation"
This was my Malaysian Study presentation topic once awhile.
No longer a request.
Its an journey.
ya, this generation. our generation.

no matter how horrible u think politics is.
Still, I think politics is a very amazing thing.
Something that we should concern about
Because it effects everything.
It decides our future.

someone spoke out,

"when you looking at the news concerning on our country economic plans.
you might ask yourself a question "what is the point of getting involved?"

Here the point, when we don't pay close attention to the decisions made by our leaders, we fail to educated ourselves by the major issues of the day, when we choose not to make our voices and opinion heard, that's when democracy breaks down. That's when power is abused.
Because none of us are there to speak up to stop them."

I love politics.
Not to involve.
Just, It's the only tool for us to make a better future. better country. better nation.
It always does.