American Idol !!! xD

wahahahaa~ too bad!!



watch 0.23-0.29 damn funny la!!!!

珍惜眼前

年中考又过了。 这次的考试， 感觉有点怪怪的。。真的有够不自然．．．
不曾这样轻松过的～　

在考场， 当我答完问题后。 有种又考完了的感觉。 那种感觉好像都不这么兴奋，

这次的中考， 然后大考。。。。。

。。。。。。
。。。。。
。。。。。



我又要离开了。



我在这所大学的宿命越来越近了。我想， 就只有7个礼拜吧。 真的不希望。。。

天啊～ 我就是不喜欢这种离开的感觉， 这种失去的感觉。 往往～ 就是没有的改变, 都几可怜一下的咯。

每次都会和别人说， 珍惜身边的每一个人， 每一样东西。 我都是这样说。 就只是会说而已～
咳～

我何时有珍惜过。。。

中5 - 天天都早到～每天都不怎么有精神。。。真有点讨厌早班！！

大学－　天天都赛车啊。。。真的很怀念中学。。。

工作－　工作时间太长了！！！没自由～　很想念上学～　Ｔ＿Ｔ

人总是要等到失去了才会珍惜！　

我知道，　有朝一日，　我会很想念这所学校的。　可能要等到失去的时侯吧。　


珍惜眼前人。 不管是谁， 我担保， 有一天你一定会失去他们， 只是时间问题。

...................................................................

~ the end ~

The turning point [s]

"From your fingerprint. i found that, the turning point in
your life is 18 years old. before that, all the people around you will help you.
but after 18 years old, you will start helping others." he says

he added. "but after u 30 years old, is your another turning point. is a positive slope."
my mom gave him 50 dollars.
what a scammer?!

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I enjoy life.
I enjoy schooling.
I enjoy studying.

Is hard, is tiring, yet is interesting. and happy.
People were friendly, people were caring, people were talkative, people were so funny.
Life is meaningful, life is easy, life is happy. and cool.

Today will be tomorrow, memories will never reduced.

Things had changed. T_T

People were selfish, people were self-care, people were not speak <>, people Act to gain respect. people now were too fake. sad about that. no choice.

To join the community, i forced to change. i used to tell myself, not to change. never. i m the best. forever. i m not who i m.

Is it the pathway? maybe? but. to where?

to successful life? how to define?

changes?

Once, I cannot accept change. But I guess I am forced to once in a while. Things change. People change.

Slowly, i had lost myself. my so not called hi bye friends. where are u all?? I need ur encouragement... to accompany me... to make me laugh... to talk nonsense with me... my true friends. i will always remember... the days we used to been together. the happiness we used to shared....

An animal, live together with friends , same species. to defeat from the predator. from the environment changes. because they know, they will easily defeated by the enemy if they didnt live together and protect each other.

As a human. initially. is the same, but we made it differences.
we all acting very strong. even we were not.
because they too bother how other the people look them.
human like to act.

hi.....bye....
i noe is very funny.

Everyday,when i meet someone (HI-BYE friends)
i will say, hi.
then 1 second after that say "bye".
Doesnt it look very funny? i used to laugh at myself after that, why ya?
But, slowly, i prastice this everyday. I changed to become very funny...

I'm a human,
I adapt.
I changed.
This will never end.

nomatter how, i will not change,

Forget it.


tomorrow will be a good day.

the only word i can say.

ｉ ａｍ ａ ｈｕｍａｎ？ 习惯就好～她笑着说。。。

Ｄｏ　ａｎｙ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｔｒｏｎｇｅｓｔ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｅａｋｅｓｔ　ｔｏｏｌ　ｏｆ　ｈｕｍａｎ？　

Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ，　ｐｒｏｂａｂｌｙ　ｉｓ　ａｄａｐｔｉｏｎ．　ａｔ　ｌｅａｓｔ　ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｓｏ，　

Ｔｈｅ　ｏｂｖｉｏｕｓ　ａｄｖａｎｔａｇｅ，　

ｈｕｍａｎ　ｃａｎ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｔｒｏｎｇｅｓｔ　ａｎｉｍａｌ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｗｏｒｌｄ，　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｎ　ａｄａｐｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ，　ｔｈｅｙ　ａｂｌｅ　ｔｏ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｈｅｍｓｅｌｆ　ｅａｓｉｌｙ，　ｎｏ　ｌｉｇｈｔ？　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃｒｅａｔｅ　ｌｉｇｈｔ，ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｈｅｍｓｅｌｆ　ｄｕｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｎｍｅｎｔ．　ｎｏｔ　ｌｉｋｅ　ａｎｔｓ，　ｏｒ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ａｎｉｍａｌｓ，　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｎ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｕｒｖｉｖｅ　ａｔ　ｓｏｍｅ　ａｒｅａ．　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｏｎｔｒａｒｙ．　ａｌｌ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ，　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ａｒｅ　ｈｕｍａｎｓ，　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｗｅ　ｇｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ａｂｉｌｉｔｙ　ｔｏ　＂ａｄａｐｔ＂　．．．．　ｂｕｔ．．．．　

Ａｌｗａｙｓ，　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ａ　ａｄｖａｎｔａｇｅ　ａｎｄ　ｄｉｓａｄｖａｎｔａｇｅ．．．

Ａｓ　ａ　ｈｕｍａｎ．．．！

Ａｄａｐｔｉｏｎ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｈｕｍａｎ　ｏｒｉｇｉｎａｌｉｔｙ，ｔｈｅｙ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｎｏｔ　ｂｅ　ｐｕｒｅ　ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ．　ｔｈｅｙ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｂａｓｅ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｎｍｅｎｔ．．．　ｍａｎｙ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｂａｄ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｍｏｎｅｙ　？　ｔｏ　ｓｔｅａｌ？　ｍａｎｙ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｏｒ　ｇｅｎｅｒｏｕｓ　ｉｎｆｒｏｎｔ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｌｏｖｅｒ？
ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｗｈｅｎ　ａｌｌ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｑｕｉｔｅ？　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｓｅｌｆｉｓｈ，　ｗｈｅｎ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｓｅｌｆｉｓｈ　ａｌｓｏ？　ｓｏ，　Ｆ××ｋ　ｒｉｔｅ．．．．

ｌｉｋｅ　ｍｅ，　ｉ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｌｙ　ａｎｄ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｓｅｌｆｉｓｈ．　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｍｅｎｔ　ｈａｓ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ　ｍｅ．ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｈａｄ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ　ｍｅ　

Ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｐｕｒｅ　ｓｔａｔｅ，　ｔｈｅｎ　ｓｔａｒｔ　ｉｎｆｌｕｅｎｃｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｅｖｉｌ　ｗｏｒｌｄ～ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｎ　ａｄａｐｔ．．．

the more intelligent you obtain. the more selfish you are.

Ｉ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｅｎｔｅｎｃｅｓ．　ｆｒｏｍ　ａ ｄｉｆｆｅｒｅｎｃｅ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎａｌｉｔｙ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｅａｓｉｌｙ　ｔｏ　ｏｔｈｅｒｓ．　ｉ　ｈａｓ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ　ｍｙ　ｏｒｉｇｉｎｉｔｙ．．．　ｂｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｎｍｅｎｔ

Ａｄａｐｔｉｏｎ　ｉｓ．．．．．．．．．．　ｄａｎｇｅｒｏｕｓ

～开工酒～

哇哈哈～　初六～ Ｅｖｅｒｙ　chinese ｙｅａｒ，　ｍｙ　ｄａｄ　＜ａｓ　ａ　ｂｏｓｓ＞　ｈａｈａ～will belanja his worker to eat, to encourage them on the new day of working, a person who　ｐｌａｙｉｎｇ　ａ　ｉｍｐｏｒｔａｎｔ　ｒｏｌｅ　ｏｆ　ｈｉｓ　ｌｉｆｅ，ｈｉｓ　ｓｏｎ，　ｗａｋａｋａ，　ｓｕｒｅ　ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｇｏ　ａｎｄ　ｅａｔ　ｌａ～


zucotto


chocolate


wao~　ｓｏ　ｓｗｅｅｔ　ｍｅｈ


ｍｙ　ｐｒｅｔｔｙ　ｍｏｔｈｅｒ！


ｓｅａｆｏｏｄ　＂ｓ＂





ｖｅｇｅｔａｂｌｅｓ



　ｍｙ　ｅｌｄｅｒ　ｓｉｓｔｅｒ．．


＜ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｄ＞

Special for you~ Ｇｒａｎｄｍｏｍ～

This chinese New year was.... so boring~ T_T

Every year, i will spent my new year will my family... i will be given at least 5days to 1 week holidays...and i able to go back hometown and celebrate with my cousin, grandmom and grand father But, tis will be a differences new years for me.. i spend my time with my school in this chinese new year(2009) i will forever remember it~

well anyway, 不幸中的大幸～lucky, my grandmom stay at home and accompany me... i m not alone =.=ll ?

Thank you so much ya~ my grand mom~

Everyday, she like to care something that is non of her buniness...
Everyday, she like to useup a lot of water to clean the thing that she think is dirty, eventhought is not~
Everyday, she like to shouting at us, to stop us do something that SHE think is not right

The day i stay at home with her, i can feel the loneness in her heart, she was 80 something now. she still care a lot for this family, just, we don't actually appeciate it. she need ppl to talk with her, but no ppl willing... she wan to make sure the place were clean, so that the bacteria not effected us. but we scold at angry about that... she care too much for us, is for our own good! i was guilty....I always think alot when i was alone... who will not become old? i will, u will, everyone will. i m sorry grandmom~ happy chinese new years．．．



　＜＜　ｗｏ　ｄｅ　ｐｏ　ｐｏ　～

回头望望，我毕竟还是幸福的～

Long time ago~ there is a boy, he is a very talkative boy, and he like to join with ppl and talk nonsense, he was active~ he do have a lot of friends, but he don't like study~ but he love sporty... Althought he doesnt like to read, the friends around him influence him little bit by little bit~ he never feel the feeling lonely...he is a optimistic person.... A great change? A wrong choice? changed his life~

moon : aiyo~ what the hell~ u had made ur disision, then face it la~ no " turn back" such thing la...
jy : i was wondering, is it the situation changed myself? into a darkside?
moon : lame la u~ i saw 1 of ur blog said that u wont changed my situation? why u so easily lose
to the environment?? u shuld learn to stand alone! do the task alone! learn to be more indenpandance!!! that the challenge part~ this is a good training lesson to u~ ^^

或许， 要在这种环境下我才可以更加独立。。。


i will miss u all.. everytime....nomatter how the world changed... i will never give up... we will meet at the top of the mountain... jia you! my friends.


still remember that time we spot check? the students faces is unforgetable parts XD


Still remember? no matter who teaching infront, tired = sleep!!


trip to penang~ o li tou fo


is not easy to find a singer to be our background~

dota champian~ yeah~



Don't bit me!! Lukcy that time i insist not giving the phone to u~ tis is so....haha~

~the end~

人生如梦～ 都是一场空！

小学。。。中学。。。都过了。。

现在。。

来到了大学， 一直都以为这是人生必经之路。。。全部人都这样说的。。。

18年了。。在这个世界也有18年了。。。活到现在， 其实。。。得到了什么？？到底是为了什么呢? 想一想。。。
应该是为了钱吧。。？

天也空，地也空，人生漂浮在其中． （天是空的。地也是空的．人的一生就漂浮在天地之间，） 　　　　　　胜也空，败也空，戏到终了影无踪． （胜利是空．失败也是空．胜利．失败．人也只是感受其过程．到最后还是一场空．） 　　　　　　名也空，利也空，双眼一闭美梦终． （名和利．多少人为之丧命．其实都是空．即使你有名有利．死了还不是只用一个”木头盒子”的大小？人之将死．一切又何尝不是南珂一梦．） 　　　　　　金也空，银也空．人到黄泉两手空． （金钱．这两个字真是害了不少人．应该说人的一生都是在为钱活着．人一生做任何事基本都是能和钱扯上关系．年少时上学为了什么？为了能找个好工作多赚钱．工作了也是为赚钱．结婚那也是为了两个人能努力的赚钱去延续自己的”血脉”．只到你快洒手人寰的时候．你才会发现．即使你有千千万．到黄泉的路上．一文也带不走．就和人出世一样．生什么不带来．死什么不带去．） 生存的意义到底是什么。。。对我而言。。。开心过每一天。。。乐观的看每件事。。。就已经很足够了。。。 加油哦，俊源！

狠心的一课

狠心的一课 演唱:刘德华 刘德华-狠心的一课

爱一个人可以不知道为什么

我们原来不是代表你我两个

一路沉默一路难过

一路就好像在玩火

恨一个人是一种痛苦的解脱

忘不忘掉早已经不是属于我说

爱不爱我你要不要我

在未来我应该怎么做

一段感情把两人上锁

不要分开的一刻


看你如此的坎坷

再没有快乐

站在你的面前

去练习情绪的平和

结束后请永远忘了我

一段感情就这样封锁

回到黑白的生活

早知如此的结果

我一拖再拖

不负责任要你

去上了狠心的一课

我脆弱我真的无话可说...

一首歌，把我的一切说清楚了。。。 不爱了， 在一起， 只会对你很不公平。。。

Secret in my heart....

Enough... I will never go back to my secondary life...I noe that, I shuldn't come HELP. I dont like people who are selfcare, sellfish...I noe I hate, but, why god must put those people v me...In my school...Why? why no 1 can treat me as a good friend like my secondary school's friend. WHY? I got a lot of friends now...too a lot, but many I still duno their name, " HI, BYE" is very famous using in my HELP, I reli miss that time we play dota, we talk clock in class, we spotcheck students' bag, we ponteng to chat at cantien...
I nid true friends, I wan to be outstanding, I wan to study the best school, I wan to change my life... Is it wat i nid... I always ask myself, but the answer always NO. the next day wake up, everthing goes the same way. Is enough for me to drive alone for 3 month, every morning...I wake up alone, I brush my teeth alone, I drive alone, then I will meet v all my college's friends and "HI,BYE" will be used .... I stay at house alone. I dun like this life, but god has giv me this life...untill....

Tq, yifen and haoxin, I noe the objective u wan me to fetch is convinence, but it is a great new I found someone lived near by my house...^^ V Dont noe why, I still like a child, I'm 18 now... why ah? haha...

Dear, do u find that our relationship getting worse? Still remember u say u wont lie me and the things u promised u will do? why ur friends can made u break ur promise? I noe a lot of them asking u to go, by forcing, appearing to guilt and say many things, but do u forget that u promised me before u wont go? Eventhough, I forgiv u edi...but this problem is always hidden in my heart...I will never tell u...Since that day, I know my position will never win all ur friends..Singing alone, I will think of u...my tear will incognizance drop by itself....

愛，會不會變？愛一個人，就可以愛一輩子不變嗎？

愛，會不會變？愛一個人，就可以愛一輩子不變嗎？

每對熱戀中的情人都渴望一生一世山盟海誓，但，承諾了一輩子，就真的可以幸福美滿了嗎？

人的心思，大概是最難捉摸也最難預估的，

有時候，也許是一件事、一個觸發、一個領悟，就可以改變一個人的思想，

雖然不至於讓一個人徹頭徹尾轉了性子，卻也可能讓一個人的行為與之前有了差異。

說不定，就這麼一秒的瞬間，你（妳）可能更愛情人，也可能發現到……好像不那麼愛了。

愛，是怎麼一回事？愛一個人，是一種當下的感覺。

這一刻的感覺能不能持續到永久，誰能夠很肯定地拍胸脯保證？

總以為，今天愛，不代表明天還愛；明天還愛，不代表後天還要愛。

當日子一天天過去，愛的感覺可能日益增長，自然也可能日漸消褪。

所以，誰能保證愛是不會變的呢？

在這個世界裡，人與人的相遇愈來愈頻繁，似乎只要一個「機緣巧合」，就有了相戀的可能。

而也許在相愛之後，慢慢地發現了彼此的不適合，漸漸地把愛磨損，到最後，不愛了。

一直都以為，愛是會變的。因為，人心會變，感受會變。

但是，因為愛會變，就決定因噎廢食地不想愛了嗎？那未免又太過消極了些！

沒錯，愛是會變的，然而，可能變好，可能變壞。
正因為愛會變，人必須學著更成熟地去處理自己心情上的變化；

因為愛會變，人必須懂得去經營愛情，讓愛歷久彌堅。

當你已經盡了最大的努力，卻發現愛依然殘酷地有了改變，那麼也沒有什麼好遺憾的了，

反正別人不愛你，你還可以愛自己。

懂得體認愛的善變，慢慢學著去適應愛所帶來的一切，

當愛隨著時間改變時，你也必須學著時間而有所成長，

如此一來，你才能勇敢去面對因為愛所帶來的任何衝擊，甚至如魚得水。

所以，學著去接受愛是會變的，敞開心胸去擁抱愛的善變，

那麼，你將會發現，不管愛怎樣改變，你都可以保有完整的自我，不讓愛的多變深刻地傷了你。

最後，你（妳）會發現，與其祈禱「不要變」，不如讓自己隨愛而變，

當愛消褪時，適時地添柴加溫；當愛發燒時，適當地緩和兩人的激情。

讓愛可以恆溫地持續下去，才是真正懂得愛的人。

18 november 08 [Start here]

looks~ this is my new blog~ XD
Aim: To record all the happiness and sadness so that I will never forget these memory.

I do have a blog in friendster, But I found that bloging here is much easier and faster compare to friendster ( ofcause the setting and function is more variable) =)

ADD ME WO!