Do you hate Malaysia's police?

2.57am. sunday
I'm still not feeling want to sleep.
I must write it down.

My dad went to sabah for badminton competition. He wasnt at home.


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Around 2am just now, My aunty (who live at shop) called my mom and says that the alarm at shop is ringing. Without dad's accompany, my mom ask me to accompany and fetch her to shop see what happened there.

I drive her to shop, the alarm is ringing, mom go down, and my aunty come out. close the alarm and look around. no body.

I can feel my mom is nervous and scare. the safety now a day is difference compare to last time. Everyday, we can see from newpaper, robbery, raping, killing. mom scare ofcause.

well, i was worry althought i pretend like ntg. I was thinking, "is it the robbery trying to break the backdoor of my shop...? I wander"

But, tonight is difference, polices were beside the road, they blocking. 2am? I think most probably they trying to catch those motorcyclist who speed on the road.

we, close our alarm. and re-on it, alarm stopped. I n mom went back, on the way back, aunty called again. ok! alarming is ringing again! well, we go back again la. This time I was like, shit! why ya? robberies come back again?

one of the policeman, who dutying beside the road, walk to me,

police: "kenapa ni ?"
I: " ya, mungkin alarm ada masalah"
Police: "alarm sudah berbunyi dua kali?"
I: " mungkin... sebab ada tikus."
I think he joking to me.
Police: " jangan takut, ramai polis berada sini."
his hand holding a ? rifle? (is 32) familar.
I didnt say thank you. he walked away. we went back to home.

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I hate them, because i used to corrupted by policeman!! that police took away my 50 ringgit. I talking to phone while driving. ARH! But i must pay him so he not saman me because I'm still P lesen, he threaten me!


But, after today. after the policeman walk to me and concern about me. At that moment, suddenly I feel i was protected, I feel no worry. I'm safe! because got police beside me!
I regretz i didnt say "terima kasih".

mayb, not all the polices are bad,
mayb, some of the fella dirty the image of polis
A contry, especially now, we really need police.

We shouldn't look something from only one perspective, and determine all polices
are not good as what I did. (critical thinker, I'm not)

Conclusion, Althought many malaysians think that all polices are bad. Actually, all polices u met only, because a good police will only appear when u get trouble.

Terima Kasih.

sincery.

wtf. I think i better sleep now. zzz

How to make Biodiesel??

My dear chemistry and biology lecturer, Mr. Andrew gave us an opportunity to design our own experiment. We are requested to think one experiment to be done. Any experiment related to chem and bio (of cause).Whereby, the experiment should be done within 12 weeks.

As, it is totally differences compare to secondary/ primary school. (Experiments are always set-up by teacher, which the result is always contented.)

As, it consist 30marks out of 100.

As, we are not scientists.

It wasnt easy.

Struggle~ struggle~

I ask: Can we make some “liquid” which is more environmental friendly to replace petrol?! (Intended to be a savior)

He says: If we can. Then we can make a conclusion that all the scientists are bullish.

I said: ok! Let’s prove that all scientists are bullish!!

With some basic research.

We started our “self designed” experiment, namely, how to make biodiesel.

Aim: To make biodiesel out of household corn-oil, peanut oil, wasted oil.

Hypothesis: Biodiesel can be produced by using the Dr pepper technique.

Manipulated: Type of oil
Constant: Volume of oil, the procedure of the experiment.
Responding: The presence of biodiesel
Material and apparatus: peanut oil, methanol, sodium hydroxide, heater, glass rod, 500ml beaker, thermometer, Mc Cartney bottle,

Procedure:

1. Measure 250mL of corn oil.

2. For the preparation of oil, burn the oil to 55 ‘c.

3. If 3g of sodium hydroxide is prepared and mixed with 62.5g methanol.

4. Then, stir the methanol and sodium hydroxide until it dissolve.

5. Pour the warm oil and methoxide into the Mc Cartney with filter funnel.

6. Shake the oil 4 times per hours. Each time the oil shaked 4-5 sec.

7. Record the result.

RECORD the result? Let's see.

Let's see, 2 layers formed. We assume that top layers is biodiesel. and, it is in solid state!

kok wai decided to heat it once more! Still in solid state after it cooled down. =.= teach me how to us e zzz











We tried our best...
- using difference type of oils
- adding antifreeze
- shaking it with difference way





the rightside is biodi esel, and the left side is ...forgot...
flammable? doesnt seem like.










How was it~ created by kim- poster only
(personally think is suck) xD







Me. kok wai. kim. tanuj.










Of cause, we failed to make biodiesel, due to the limitation of time, resources and research.

Althought we failed to get biodiesel, failed to prove that sciensists are bullshit(who never fail an experiment before!?)
But i learnt how to design our own experiment( ofcause, with the help of Mr. Andrew) Learnt how to organise, time management... bla bla bla... rubbish...

But, I found that I never so concern just for an experiment.
maybe..

Just because...

We know this is our experiment....

- the end -

Rumah Juara

Last Last Last... dunno which Friday, I and my moral group members went to orphan home to visit the orphans located at Pj. Well, Of cause the reason is to fulfill my group assignment. Eh, I'm not going to say HOW generous m i. or how kindness m i . or HOW good m i. just wanna to share some of my photo taken there ~ lol~

Are they friendly? definitely.

are they cute? of cause.

what about cooperative? sure~

Joyful? maybe.

naughty? unfortunately. yes, kids ma~ ^^

Home for Underprivileged Children? who is responsible for it!

surprisingly, many of the children there tell me that they their parents still alive.
Just that, their parents not able to take care of them or mayb divorced?
Well, i was shocked. As my knowledge, orphan home is for the children who have no parents.

Why the parents can just put children here if they still alilve!
ok. all the parents around the world have to work. all need to find money to support the family.

That is not a good reason to put ur children there rite?! wtf.
Don't u realise that the love of family is very important for a child to have a healthy growth?!
Did ur ever ask ur children willing to stay together with parents in a poor family
OR
Stay in a orphan home ??

I'm really pity of the children. i personally can not accept that.
No matter how, I hope that they can success in life.
And prove to their parents who abandon them.


P/s: few of them play dota de oh! and I gave them my GG acc.
Find me for dota. I will wait U all!




treat them as part of the society? Yes we did!

The END

Test YourSelf xD

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


try this sincerely.
When u feel you are lack of confidences
mayb can enhance you confidences!
~lol~

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Genie's story

One Ahbeng politician found a magic lamp while jungle trekking in his kampung ... and like in every freaking Genie story ... he pick it up n rub rub and got one freaking fugly looking genie pop up from no where. This time this genie abit kiamsiap so instead of granting him 3 wishes he only offered him one wish oni.



Ahbeng : Pumpkin kari! Why oni 1 wish? i read all the stories also got 3 wishes one?!!! mana can lidis?!
Genie : Niahma lu ... inflation mah! its lidis one! u dun say so much u want anot now? MCH! you wake 9 me up from my wet dream i notchet kira sama lu ... u sommo want kira with me izzit?
Ahbeng : ok ok soli soli ... i want! i want!
Genie : Faster tell me your wish la ...
Ahbeng : I can wish for anything ar?
Genie : yea anything! I am a very powderful Genie! I grant u your wish can?!
Ahbeng : You know i always habe this problem with my computer ... i do work half way it hang and gimme blue screen then i lost all my unsaved work ...
Genie : You using Window ka?
Ahbeng : Yar i using window .... so i wish you could make my windows crash free from now on!
Genie : wuahh ... choose other thing can ar? This is is abit over my power leh ....
Ahbeng : Pumpkin kari lu! just now say very pahwerful wan?!
Genie : Inflation ma! Pahwer also inflation la!
Ahbeng : niahma ... ok la ok la then my new wish is I wish for the political situation in Perak will go back to normal and be peaceful again like last time.
Genie : WHAT?!!! ......
Ahbeng : How?
Genie : eh .... You bring me home rite now to look at your windows problem leng mou?

[copy right] from ahbeng joke.
Thx, chimei~ haha, thx for ur sharing.

when u feel life is meaningless, or u feel upset, go and see see. It works.
http://rojaks.blogspot.com/

p/s : for rojak people only.

她

很喜欢一个人呆在她的部落格。
听着。。。 听着那柔软的音乐旋律。。。
读者她写的文章， 因为她的部落格曾经说出我心里很想说的话。
我自己，其实也可以有个部落格啊。
她一定也不知道。 我也是因为她的部落格而自己想要一个的。

她真的很有才华。 很佩服她。
从那天起， 我告诉自己。 我一定要认识到她。 从她那里学习。
认识她了， 知道她是个很有信心的人。 知道她是个很有学问， 对很多事都很多疑问的人。



我在部落格写下的东西更本没有指针是谁。
我查了，再查。 仔细看了， 再看。 没有啊。 没有针对任何人。
你是个聪明的人。
如果， 你真的没做。
为什么要承认？
但如果你有做。 那， 你应该问自己。 为什么你要这样做？
真的不想你对我的部落格做出回应。
因为那些都是我的猜测。
只要你不做出回应。 我的心会比较舒服。
至少我可以做出一个结论说，我的猜测是错误的。

我不是想逃避问题。
根本就没有问题存在。
你也不是里面的人，那么坏。
但，你为什么承认？

所谓的逃避。不过为什么！ 为什幺逃避！ 我怕什么！？
没有争论。也因为，我没有把握。 都只是猜测！！！！

“ 为什么你的交际酱广？”
“有吗？还好。”
你还记得吗？

我相信你的语法很好， 我相信你华语水准很高。 表达能力也很强。
不过， 也只能把一篇文章写成自己像神这样。
不过， 也只能把别人写成是很不对。
现实生活上呢？你很多朋友吗？
我对朋友的价值观， 和你真的很不一样。
可能我真的还没进入社会，不知道事实。

一颗单纯又带少少天真的心，还可以在这个社会维持多久。

在这所学校。 我学了很多。真的很多。

我还是会常常去看你的部落格
听着那柔软的音乐旋律。。。
读者你写的文章。。。
我还是当你是我的好友。不管你是不是。

真的很想亲口和你说， 我很高心认识你。
不过，我想， 已经没有那个机会了。

真心希望你妈妈和外公早日康复。

thank you for everything.
forgive me for everything if i did anything wrong.

朋友？

又要放弃了。。。

我又要放弃两位为了利益而和我做朋友的人了。

当需要你的帮忙时， 他们会对你又说有笑。

当， 你在没有利用价值时。 她们连见到你。 就以一种不认识的眼神。。。
无法忍受。。。！

人心的丑陋！

往我还曾经想把你们当真心好友。。。。

智慧越高， 就越自私！！！

他妈的。

American Idol !!! xD

wahahahaa~ too bad!!



watch 0.23-0.29 damn funny la!!!!

珍惜眼前

年中考又过了。 这次的考试， 感觉有点怪怪的。。真的有够不自然．．．
不曾这样轻松过的～　

在考场， 当我答完问题后。 有种又考完了的感觉。 那种感觉好像都不这么兴奋，

这次的中考， 然后大考。。。。。

。。。。。。
。。。。。
。。。。。



我又要离开了。



我在这所大学的宿命越来越近了。我想， 就只有7个礼拜吧。 真的不希望。。。

天啊～ 我就是不喜欢这种离开的感觉， 这种失去的感觉。 往往～ 就是没有的改变, 都几可怜一下的咯。

每次都会和别人说， 珍惜身边的每一个人， 每一样东西。 我都是这样说。 就只是会说而已～
咳～

我何时有珍惜过。。。

中5 - 天天都早到～每天都不怎么有精神。。。真有点讨厌早班！！

大学－　天天都赛车啊。。。真的很怀念中学。。。

工作－　工作时间太长了！！！没自由～　很想念上学～　Ｔ＿Ｔ

人总是要等到失去了才会珍惜！　

我知道，　有朝一日，　我会很想念这所学校的。　可能要等到失去的时侯吧。　


珍惜眼前人。 不管是谁， 我担保， 有一天你一定会失去他们， 只是时间问题。

...................................................................

~ the end ~

The turning point [s]

"From your fingerprint. i found that, the turning point in
your life is 18 years old. before that, all the people around you will help you.
but after 18 years old, you will start helping others." he says

he added. "but after u 30 years old, is your another turning point. is a positive slope."
my mom gave him 50 dollars.
what a scammer?!

##########################################################################

I enjoy life.
I enjoy schooling.
I enjoy studying.

Is hard, is tiring, yet is interesting. and happy.
People were friendly, people were caring, people were talkative, people were so funny.
Life is meaningful, life is easy, life is happy. and cool.

Today will be tomorrow, memories will never reduced.

Things had changed. T_T

People were selfish, people were self-care, people were not speak <>, people Act to gain respect. people now were too fake. sad about that. no choice.

To join the community, i forced to change. i used to tell myself, not to change. never. i m the best. forever. i m not who i m.

Is it the pathway? maybe? but. to where?

to successful life? how to define?

changes?

Once, I cannot accept change. But I guess I am forced to once in a while. Things change. People change.

Slowly, i had lost myself. my so not called hi bye friends. where are u all?? I need ur encouragement... to accompany me... to make me laugh... to talk nonsense with me... my true friends. i will always remember... the days we used to been together. the happiness we used to shared....

An animal, live together with friends , same species. to defeat from the predator. from the environment changes. because they know, they will easily defeated by the enemy if they didnt live together and protect each other.

As a human. initially. is the same, but we made it differences.
we all acting very strong. even we were not.
because they too bother how other the people look them.
human like to act.

hi.....bye....
i noe is very funny.

Everyday,when i meet someone (HI-BYE friends)
i will say, hi.
then 1 second after that say "bye".
Doesnt it look very funny? i used to laugh at myself after that, why ya?
But, slowly, i prastice this everyday. I changed to become very funny...

I'm a human,
I adapt.
I changed.
This will never end.

nomatter how, i will not change,

Forget it.


tomorrow will be a good day.

the only word i can say.

ｉ ａｍ ａ ｈｕｍａｎ？ 习惯就好～她笑着说。。。

Ｄｏ　ａｎｙ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｔｒｏｎｇｅｓｔ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｅａｋｅｓｔ　ｔｏｏｌ　ｏｆ　ｈｕｍａｎ？　

Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ，　ｐｒｏｂａｂｌｙ　ｉｓ　ａｄａｐｔｉｏｎ．　ａｔ　ｌｅａｓｔ　ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｓｏ，　

Ｔｈｅ　ｏｂｖｉｏｕｓ　ａｄｖａｎｔａｇｅ，　

ｈｕｍａｎ　ｃａｎ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｔｒｏｎｇｅｓｔ　ａｎｉｍａｌ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｗｏｒｌｄ，　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｎ　ａｄａｐｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ，　ｔｈｅｙ　ａｂｌｅ　ｔｏ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｈｅｍｓｅｌｆ　ｅａｓｉｌｙ，　ｎｏ　ｌｉｇｈｔ？　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃｒｅａｔｅ　ｌｉｇｈｔ，ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｈｅｍｓｅｌｆ　ｄｕｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｎｍｅｎｔ．　ｎｏｔ　ｌｉｋｅ　ａｎｔｓ，　ｏｒ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ａｎｉｍａｌｓ，　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｎ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｕｒｖｉｖｅ　ａｔ　ｓｏｍｅ　ａｒｅａ．　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｏｎｔｒａｒｙ．　ａｌｌ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ，　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ａｒｅ　ｈｕｍａｎｓ，　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｗｅ　ｇｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ａｂｉｌｉｔｙ　ｔｏ　＂ａｄａｐｔ＂　．．．．　ｂｕｔ．．．．　

Ａｌｗａｙｓ，　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ａ　ａｄｖａｎｔａｇｅ　ａｎｄ　ｄｉｓａｄｖａｎｔａｇｅ．．．

Ａｓ　ａ　ｈｕｍａｎ．．．！

Ａｄａｐｔｉｏｎ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｈｕｍａｎ　ｏｒｉｇｉｎａｌｉｔｙ，ｔｈｅｙ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｎｏｔ　ｂｅ　ｐｕｒｅ　ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ．　ｔｈｅｙ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｂａｓｅ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｎｍｅｎｔ．．．　ｍａｎｙ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｂａｄ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｍｏｎｅｙ　？　ｔｏ　ｓｔｅａｌ？　ｍａｎｙ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｏｒ　ｇｅｎｅｒｏｕｓ　ｉｎｆｒｏｎｔ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｌｏｖｅｒ？
ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｗｈｅｎ　ａｌｌ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｑｕｉｔｅ？　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｓｅｌｆｉｓｈ，　ｗｈｅｎ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｓｅｌｆｉｓｈ　ａｌｓｏ？　ｓｏ，　Ｆ××ｋ　ｒｉｔｅ．．．．

ｌｉｋｅ　ｍｅ，　ｉ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｌｙ　ａｎｄ　ｂｅｃｏｍｅ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｓｅｌｆｉｓｈ．　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｍｅｎｔ　ｈａｓ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ　ｍｅ．ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｈａｄ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ　ｍｅ　

Ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｐｕｒｅ　ｓｔａｔｅ，　ｔｈｅｎ　ｓｔａｒｔ　ｉｎｆｌｕｅｎｃｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｅｖｉｌ　ｗｏｒｌｄ～ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｎ　ａｄａｐｔ．．．

the more intelligent you obtain. the more selfish you are.

Ｉ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｅｎｔｅｎｃｅｓ．　ｆｒｏｍ　ａ ｄｉｆｆｅｒｅｎｃｅ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎａｌｉｔｙ　ｃａｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｅａｓｉｌｙ　ｔｏ　ｏｔｈｅｒｓ．　ｉ　ｈａｓ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ　ｍｙ　ｏｒｉｇｉｎｉｔｙ．．．　ｂｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｎｍｅｎｔ

Ａｄａｐｔｉｏｎ　ｉｓ．．．．．．．．．．　ｄａｎｇｅｒｏｕｓ

～开工酒～

哇哈哈～　初六～ Ｅｖｅｒｙ　chinese ｙｅａｒ，　ｍｙ　ｄａｄ　＜ａｓ　ａ　ｂｏｓｓ＞　ｈａｈａ～will belanja his worker to eat, to encourage them on the new day of working, a person who　ｐｌａｙｉｎｇ　ａ　ｉｍｐｏｒｔａｎｔ　ｒｏｌｅ　ｏｆ　ｈｉｓ　ｌｉｆｅ，ｈｉｓ　ｓｏｎ，　ｗａｋａｋａ，　ｓｕｒｅ　ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｇｏ　ａｎｄ　ｅａｔ　ｌａ～


zucotto


chocolate


wao~　ｓｏ　ｓｗｅｅｔ　ｍｅｈ


ｍｙ　ｐｒｅｔｔｙ　ｍｏｔｈｅｒ！


ｓｅａｆｏｏｄ　＂ｓ＂





ｖｅｇｅｔａｂｌｅｓ



　ｍｙ　ｅｌｄｅｒ　ｓｉｓｔｅｒ．．


＜ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｄ＞

Special for you~ Ｇｒａｎｄｍｏｍ～

This chinese New year was.... so boring~ T_T

Every year, i will spent my new year will my family... i will be given at least 5days to 1 week holidays...and i able to go back hometown and celebrate with my cousin, grandmom and grand father But, tis will be a differences new years for me.. i spend my time with my school in this chinese new year(2009) i will forever remember it~

well anyway, 不幸中的大幸～lucky, my grandmom stay at home and accompany me... i m not alone =.=ll ?

Thank you so much ya~ my grand mom~

Everyday, she like to care something that is non of her buniness...
Everyday, she like to useup a lot of water to clean the thing that she think is dirty, eventhought is not~
Everyday, she like to shouting at us, to stop us do something that SHE think is not right

The day i stay at home with her, i can feel the loneness in her heart, she was 80 something now. she still care a lot for this family, just, we don't actually appeciate it. she need ppl to talk with her, but no ppl willing... she wan to make sure the place were clean, so that the bacteria not effected us. but we scold at angry about that... she care too much for us, is for our own good! i was guilty....I always think alot when i was alone... who will not become old? i will, u will, everyone will. i m sorry grandmom~ happy chinese new years．．．



　＜＜　ｗｏ　ｄｅ　ｐｏ　ｐｏ　～

回头望望，我毕竟还是幸福的～

Long time ago~ there is a boy, he is a very talkative boy, and he like to join with ppl and talk nonsense, he was active~ he do have a lot of friends, but he don't like study~ but he love sporty... Althought he doesnt like to read, the friends around him influence him little bit by little bit~ he never feel the feeling lonely...he is a optimistic person.... A great change? A wrong choice? changed his life~

moon : aiyo~ what the hell~ u had made ur disision, then face it la~ no " turn back" such thing la...
jy : i was wondering, is it the situation changed myself? into a darkside?
moon : lame la u~ i saw 1 of ur blog said that u wont changed my situation? why u so easily lose
to the environment?? u shuld learn to stand alone! do the task alone! learn to be more indenpandance!!! that the challenge part~ this is a good training lesson to u~ ^^

或许， 要在这种环境下我才可以更加独立。。。


i will miss u all.. everytime....nomatter how the world changed... i will never give up... we will meet at the top of the mountain... jia you! my friends.


still remember that time we spot check? the students faces is unforgetable parts XD


Still remember? no matter who teaching infront, tired = sleep!!


trip to penang~ o li tou fo


is not easy to find a singer to be our background~

dota champian~ yeah~



Don't bit me!! Lukcy that time i insist not giving the phone to u~ tis is so....haha~

~the end~

人生如梦～ 都是一场空！

小学。。。中学。。。都过了。。

现在。。

来到了大学， 一直都以为这是人生必经之路。。。全部人都这样说的。。。

18年了。。在这个世界也有18年了。。。活到现在， 其实。。。得到了什么？？到底是为了什么呢? 想一想。。。
应该是为了钱吧。。？

天也空，地也空，人生漂浮在其中． （天是空的。地也是空的．人的一生就漂浮在天地之间，） 　　　　　　胜也空，败也空，戏到终了影无踪． （胜利是空．失败也是空．胜利．失败．人也只是感受其过程．到最后还是一场空．） 　　　　　　名也空，利也空，双眼一闭美梦终． （名和利．多少人为之丧命．其实都是空．即使你有名有利．死了还不是只用一个”木头盒子”的大小？人之将死．一切又何尝不是南珂一梦．） 　　　　　　金也空，银也空．人到黄泉两手空． （金钱．这两个字真是害了不少人．应该说人的一生都是在为钱活着．人一生做任何事基本都是能和钱扯上关系．年少时上学为了什么？为了能找个好工作多赚钱．工作了也是为赚钱．结婚那也是为了两个人能努力的赚钱去延续自己的”血脉”．只到你快洒手人寰的时候．你才会发现．即使你有千千万．到黄泉的路上．一文也带不走．就和人出世一样．生什么不带来．死什么不带去．） 生存的意义到底是什么。。。对我而言。。。开心过每一天。。。乐观的看每件事。。。就已经很足够了。。。 加油哦，俊源！

狠心的一课

狠心的一课 演唱:刘德华 刘德华-狠心的一课

爱一个人可以不知道为什么

我们原来不是代表你我两个

一路沉默一路难过

一路就好像在玩火

恨一个人是一种痛苦的解脱

忘不忘掉早已经不是属于我说

爱不爱我你要不要我

在未来我应该怎么做

一段感情把两人上锁

不要分开的一刻


看你如此的坎坷

再没有快乐

站在你的面前

去练习情绪的平和

结束后请永远忘了我

一段感情就这样封锁

回到黑白的生活

早知如此的结果

我一拖再拖

不负责任要你

去上了狠心的一课

我脆弱我真的无话可说...

一首歌，把我的一切说清楚了。。。 不爱了， 在一起， 只会对你很不公平。。。

Secret in my heart....

Enough... I will never go back to my secondary life...I noe that, I shuldn't come HELP. I dont like people who are selfcare, sellfish...I noe I hate, but, why god must put those people v me...In my school...Why? why no 1 can treat me as a good friend like my secondary school's friend. WHY? I got a lot of friends now...too a lot, but many I still duno their name, " HI, BYE" is very famous using in my HELP, I reli miss that time we play dota, we talk clock in class, we spotcheck students' bag, we ponteng to chat at cantien...
I nid true friends, I wan to be outstanding, I wan to study the best school, I wan to change my life... Is it wat i nid... I always ask myself, but the answer always NO. the next day wake up, everthing goes the same way. Is enough for me to drive alone for 3 month, every morning...I wake up alone, I brush my teeth alone, I drive alone, then I will meet v all my college's friends and "HI,BYE" will be used .... I stay at house alone. I dun like this life, but god has giv me this life...untill....

Tq, yifen and haoxin, I noe the objective u wan me to fetch is convinence, but it is a great new I found someone lived near by my house...^^ V Dont noe why, I still like a child, I'm 18 now... why ah? haha...

Dear, do u find that our relationship getting worse? Still remember u say u wont lie me and the things u promised u will do? why ur friends can made u break ur promise? I noe a lot of them asking u to go, by forcing, appearing to guilt and say many things, but do u forget that u promised me before u wont go? Eventhough, I forgiv u edi...but this problem is always hidden in my heart...I will never tell u...Since that day, I know my position will never win all ur friends..Singing alone, I will think of u...my tear will incognizance drop by itself....

愛，會不會變？愛一個人，就可以愛一輩子不變嗎？

愛，會不會變？愛一個人，就可以愛一輩子不變嗎？

每對熱戀中的情人都渴望一生一世山盟海誓，但，承諾了一輩子，就真的可以幸福美滿了嗎？

人的心思，大概是最難捉摸也最難預估的，

有時候，也許是一件事、一個觸發、一個領悟，就可以改變一個人的思想，

雖然不至於讓一個人徹頭徹尾轉了性子，卻也可能讓一個人的行為與之前有了差異。

說不定，就這麼一秒的瞬間，你（妳）可能更愛情人，也可能發現到……好像不那麼愛了。

愛，是怎麼一回事？愛一個人，是一種當下的感覺。

這一刻的感覺能不能持續到永久，誰能夠很肯定地拍胸脯保證？

總以為，今天愛，不代表明天還愛；明天還愛，不代表後天還要愛。

當日子一天天過去，愛的感覺可能日益增長，自然也可能日漸消褪。

所以，誰能保證愛是不會變的呢？

在這個世界裡，人與人的相遇愈來愈頻繁，似乎只要一個「機緣巧合」，就有了相戀的可能。

而也許在相愛之後，慢慢地發現了彼此的不適合，漸漸地把愛磨損，到最後，不愛了。

一直都以為，愛是會變的。因為，人心會變，感受會變。

但是，因為愛會變，就決定因噎廢食地不想愛了嗎？那未免又太過消極了些！

沒錯，愛是會變的，然而，可能變好，可能變壞。
正因為愛會變，人必須學著更成熟地去處理自己心情上的變化；

因為愛會變，人必須懂得去經營愛情，讓愛歷久彌堅。

當你已經盡了最大的努力，卻發現愛依然殘酷地有了改變，那麼也沒有什麼好遺憾的了，

反正別人不愛你，你還可以愛自己。

懂得體認愛的善變，慢慢學著去適應愛所帶來的一切，

當愛隨著時間改變時，你也必須學著時間而有所成長，

如此一來，你才能勇敢去面對因為愛所帶來的任何衝擊，甚至如魚得水。

所以，學著去接受愛是會變的，敞開心胸去擁抱愛的善變，

那麼，你將會發現，不管愛怎樣改變，你都可以保有完整的自我，不讓愛的多變深刻地傷了你。

最後，你（妳）會發現，與其祈禱「不要變」，不如讓自己隨愛而變，

當愛消褪時，適時地添柴加溫；當愛發燒時，適當地緩和兩人的激情。

讓愛可以恆溫地持續下去，才是真正懂得愛的人。

18 november 08 [Start here]

looks~ this is my new blog~ XD
Aim: To record all the happiness and sadness so that I will never forget these memory.

I do have a blog in friendster, But I found that bloging here is much easier and faster compare to friendster ( ofcause the setting and function is more variable) =)

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