Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Recently
WTF I'm doing now~
.....
1.games
2.eat
3.sleep
4.shit
I have wasted so much time. Oh man.
count from today, I still have 1 and a half month to go before i start my degree~
Omg. How shuld I use my time, so called Wisely???
Blog lesser now~ nothing special happen In my Life Now... T-T
It can be discribed by using the word "black and white"
If Holiday always like this I rather dun wan a Holiday.....
Too addicted to Dota, It really makes me crazy.
Everyday, Play Dota " A U T O M A T I C A L L Y " I got totally out of my control.
My brain never ask. why u do so? why u switch on ur laptop? why u On Garena?
My hand will Switch on laptop, and the action with bring out without passing through my brain.....
Holyshit!
Thx to my school.... Intake on august....
Thank you. u make my life so black and white....
I will appreciate...
=)
shuld be replaced by =(
My unforgetable Holiday ~
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
人事
顾客的要求也因对选择越来越夸张了。也不能怪他们 , 竞争力真的越来越强了。
这也不用紧~ 有竞争公司才会进步嘛~! 是好的。
习惯就好, 不算很复杂的问题。
但~ 但是。。。
为什么一定要有些员工不给予合作,
还要在里面搞是非呢?!
你们是否忘记了在这里的真正目的?
老板请你们来这里,当然是要你们帮公司赚钱。
搞乱公司和员工的关系会严重影响公司的正常运作。
影响公司的正常运作,也自然的影响了公司的收入。
工作, 真的很幸苦吗?
就只有你一人吗? 再想想, 有谁不辛苦呢...
真的要到把气氛弄得那么姜吗?
都算了。
我明白,你们都非常能干,很辛苦。
但,其实你们是否想过。
真的有比老板更辛苦吗??
有尊敬过老板吗? 有想过谁是真正受害者吗? 不是你们双方。
而是, 每个月给钱你们, 让你们风衣足食的老板。
让他头疼。让他无法专心的全神贯注在公司的未来发展,
而,搞你们的所谓的“是非”。
太善良的老板, 也未必太好。
有人妒忌?
还是,有人,已经无法正常与完全的控制自己的情绪了?
把自己不爽的心情发泄在一个心情也不爽人的上面。
Argument also started in this kind of situation。
往往就是那样开始。当时的你其实也没想到后果, 就。。。
就是不爽。
1.到后来。 才发现。。。 其实我们不应该这样。 我们对事不对人啊。公司为上。向对反道歉曾经有语言上的侵犯。
2.继续为公司服务,但还是耿耿于怀。 对同事不满, 作些小动作, 挑拨别人的愤怒。
多数人都是选2, 大人嘛,老辈嘛, 酱容易道歉, 就没尊严了嘛,
大人啊,大人。。。知错能改。 我也曾经对你们发脾气过。 还小的时候。
但,妈妈真的让我改善了很多,
对我而言,要真真的解决这问题。 只有一个。
就是双方都领悟到自己的过错, 而知道在这里工作的真正目的。
再诚恳得相对方道歉。 握手联合, 把公司推到最高峰。
也许是 “当局者迷?"
一些~
都只会在不停的影响, 不, 应该是破坏公司的运作。
别以为你们真的很有很有用。
或以为你们很卖命
还是很辛苦类似的。
在这社会,大学生也越来越多。 能干的人也一样多。
只是老爸认识不多。
到我的年代, 你们等着瞧。
请想想,
1. 在这里做工的真正目的。
2.事后的后果。
3.谁是受害者。
4.会开心过每一天吗?
5.对你有什么好处?
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Super mario
Just found that my teacher upload his guitar performance to youtube.
Seriously, proud of him. =)
Monday, May 18, 2009
Bukit jalil
Normally, I will say like that.
One day, 1 of my fren, mr.Josh.
He suddenly says that he wan to start exercise while he found out that his Blood pressure Is Higher than average!
We stare at him.
Laughing at him.
A guy who doesnt like sport since i know him, perhaps, hates sport.
Suggested to go exercise!!
Ofcause, i strongly agree with that (well, i m so boring at home)
6 am~ Before the sun raise! I wake up~ feeling so tired~ >.<
No matter how, Keep on frens~ I will fully support this meaningful exercise! ^^v
OK.ok. i know very messy~ zzz BUT, i m fedup with it ! ~ chin chai la~ xD
Friday, May 15, 2009
不一样的假期
好不一样的假期哦~ 还记得刚考完spm时的心情,
超开心的。 每天都很自由,很享受。
和朋友看戏,打机,玩耍的过程. 都一一记载在心里面。
最享受的事就是那自然睡醒的感觉。
同一个3个月的假期。我知道自己没那么开心了。
奥尔,忍不住时,还是会叫朋友出来见见面~ 真的不好意思打扰你们。
你们都不是以前的自由了。 都各有各忙。
没了目标的生活真的超没意义勒!
曾经很介意一个人是晚餐。 因为我不喜欢自己一个人的感觉。
可是现在的我好像都比较喜欢一个人吃晚餐。 喜欢那快快带过的感觉。
为什么啊~ 我好像真的变的很奇怪了。。。
很懒惰去策划怎样写自己的部落格了。
其实都只是自己想说的真心话。
发现,都是自己看的~
祝,我的真心朋友都能活得快快乐乐~ =)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
WHY dota?
1. To Gain Teamwork.
Teamwork Is very important to accomplish A goal! We must Learn that since we were YOUNG. and We can Also realise that SOLO is harder to achieve the target compare to work with A team!!
2. To Gain Friendship.
Dota actually Produce Friendship 1 ! We chat about DOTA at school. As we communicate, we actually gaining relationship at the moment! Also! Dota is so popular that Almost 80% of the Teens used to play. SO, when u go to a NEW place, Dota can be a great topic to START a friendship OR to make NEW friends WITH same hobby~ LOL
Even, after WE all graduateed. We still come OUT for DOTA, We still playing Dota At ggc.
It works IN building and keeping a Relationship! really, Dota-er, U know what i talking about. haha~
3. To Realise that Success actually need HARD work!
Used to play like NOOB. Used to Feed like shit. Used to Blame by Teammate!
I now realised that, we actually need to prastice and prastice to reach a SO called "pro" or playing a Useful role in A team. There is no SHORT cut IN life! We must work hard to Improve Our ability!
4. To Learn how TO sacrifice. For A Bigger BeneFiT!
I prefer AGI hero. WHile i Hate INT. but sometime, the situation NEEDS me to use INT HERO For the advantages of the GAME, Althought I NOT really Like it, but TO Victory. AND, TO produce Greater HAppiness Of Greater Amount Of people! I will USE it.
Same Things IN our daily Life, We need to learn HOW to sacrifice Some self-interest TO achieve something more IMPORtant!
5. To Pass TIME FASTER!
As I Having HOlidays NOW. As a Human Being wHo are Damn Boring. Dota Is a good Activity to pass Spend MY time FASTER!
Holiday SIEN untill ....
UNtill... I writen down all this stupid stuff.
ARH~ !
Thursday, April 23, 2009
think simple, speak lesser, live happier.
From someone's actitude, way of speaking. Based on our common senses.
We know what there think, what their objective of doing something.
We cant speak everything we Felt, We tought.
And because I doubt. I got no prove, just... it is a hypothesis
Without experiment.
In some way we speak, we can accidentally hurt someone, we don't know.
[all just because they admit]
Always, there are optians,
Chose keep the secret.
Chose not to hurt someone.
Chose to accomplish his/her goal.
Or
Chose to tell everything.
Chose to say what u think. what u feel.
Of cause, u must responsible for ur choice.
Moon: Jy, always control the way u speak.
Me: But, this is my style. do i need to change? why?
Moon: Because, in this world, everyone include u don't like people to disagree with u.
We all born in a egoism state.
Me: but...
Moon: no but. chose, u wan to gain more friends or lost more friends. u wan people to respect u or not. u got no choice. accept and change. make sure everyone is happy with u. u must adapt.
Me: ... fine.
Realised that I in stage 3 of the cognitive moral development.
conventional level
- good boy good girl image
- good behavior/ fullfill expectations.
Monday, April 20, 2009
我还是写了
我就是那么傻又天真。
傻在把朋友看得太重要。
天真在,以为如何对待人,人就会如何对待你。
妈妈说过,“只要对别人好,别人就会对你好。” 她就是人见人爱。 没仇家。被尊敬。
我相信。
回头想想, 也许都只是她就是老板的太太。
单纯的心。被说到恶魔的心。真的有如此坏吗?一场朋友。
语法不强的人也只可以用【佩服】的心情看待。
很强的组合。
顿时,我知道智慧重要性。
告诉自己,要成功。 一定要。
只有成功人士才会被尊重。
无需多说。
这是现实,也是我被逼接受的事实。
人类就是有了思想,才变得如此复杂。
或许我太冲动了。
整件事里做的唯一错。
我。
正式宣布, 辩论大赛结束。
没有赢者,我们都输了。
【或许你根本不在意没了一个朋友,谁知道。我根本不了解】
望着妈妈贴在拥有蜘蛛网,灰尘墙壁上的卡片-【生活在感恩的世界】, 认真地读了。。。
感谢伤害你的人,因为他们磨练了你的心志。
感激欺骗你的人,因为他们增进了你的见识。
感谢遗弃你的人,因为他们教导你应该自立。
感激跘倒你的人,因为他们强化了你的能力。
感谢职责你的人,因为他们助长了你的定慧。
终于,我看开了。
谢谢。
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Do you hate Malaysia's police?
I'm still not feeling want to sleep.
I must write it down.
My dad went to sabah for badminton competition. He wasnt at home.
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Around 2am just now, My aunty (who live at shop) called my mom and says that the alarm at shop is ringing. Without dad's accompany, my mom ask me to accompany and fetch her to shop see what happened there.
I drive her to shop, the alarm is ringing, mom go down, and my aunty come out. close the alarm and look around. no body.
I can feel my mom is nervous and scare. the safety now a day is difference compare to last time. Everyday, we can see from newpaper, robbery, raping, killing. mom scare ofcause.
well, i was worry althought i pretend like ntg. I was thinking, "is it the robbery trying to break the backdoor of my shop...? I wander"
But, tonight is difference, polices were beside the road, they blocking. 2am? I think most probably they trying to catch those motorcyclist who speed on the road.
we, close our alarm. and re-on it, alarm stopped. I n mom went back, on the way back, aunty called again. ok! alarming is ringing again! well, we go back again la. This time I was like, shit! why ya? robberies come back again?
one of the policeman, who dutying beside the road, walk to me,
police: "kenapa ni ?"
I: " ya, mungkin alarm ada masalah"
Police: "alarm sudah berbunyi dua kali?"
I: " mungkin... sebab ada tikus."
I think he joking to me.
Police: " jangan takut, ramai polis berada sini."
his hand holding a ? rifle? (is 32) familar.
I didnt say thank you. he walked away. we went back to home.
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I hate them, because i used to corrupted by policeman!! that police took away my 50 ringgit. I talking to phone while driving. ARH! But i must pay him so he not saman me because I'm still P lesen, he threaten me!
But, after today. after the policeman walk to me and concern about me. At that moment, suddenly I feel i was protected, I feel no worry. I'm safe! because got police beside me!
I regretz i didnt say "terima kasih".
mayb, not all the polices are bad,
mayb, some of the fella dirty the image of polis
A contry, especially now, we really need police.
We shouldn't look something from only one perspective, and determine all polices
are not good as what I did. (critical thinker, I'm not)
Conclusion, Althought many malaysians think that all polices are bad. Actually, all polices u met only, because a good police will only appear when u get trouble.
Terima Kasih.
sincery.
wtf. I think i better sleep now. zzz
Monday, April 6, 2009
How to make Biodiesel??
As, it is totally differences compare to secondary/ primary school. (Experiments are always set-up by teacher, which the result is always contented.)
As, it consist 30marks out of 100.
As, we are not scientists.
It wasnt easy.
Struggle~ struggle~
I ask: Can we make some “liquid” which is more environmental friendly to replace petrol?! (Intended to be a savior)
He says: If we can. Then we can make a conclusion that all the scientists are bullish.
I said: ok! Let’s prove that all scientists are bullish!!
With some basic research.
We started our “self designed” experiment, namely, how to make biodiesel.
Aim: To make biodiesel out of household corn-oil, peanut oil, wasted oil.
Hypothesis: Biodiesel can be produced by using the Dr pepper technique.
Manipulated: Type of oil
Constant: Volume of oil, the procedure of the experiment.
Responding: The presence of biodiesel
Material and apparatus: peanut oil, methanol, sodium hydroxide, heater, glass rod, 500ml beaker, thermometer, Mc Cartney bottle,
Procedure:
1. Measure 250mL of corn oil.
2. For the preparation of oil, burn the oil to 55 ‘c.
3. If 3g of sodium hydroxide is prepared and mixed with 62.5g methanol.
4. Then, stir the methanol and sodium hydroxide until it dissolve.
5. Pour the warm oil and methoxide into the Mc Cartney with filter funnel.
6. Shake the oil 4 times per hours. Each time the oil shaked 4-5 sec.
7. Record the result.
Let's see, 2 layers formed. We assume that top layers is biodiesel. and, it is in solid state!
kok wai decided to heat it once more! Still in solid state after it cooled down. =.= teach me how to us e zzz
We tried our best...
- using difference type of oils
- adding antifreeze
- shaking it with difference way
the rightside is biodi esel, and the left side is ...forgot...
flammable? doesnt seem like.
How was it~ created by kim- poster only
(personally think is suck) xD
Me. kok wai. kim. tanuj.
Of cause, we failed to make biodiesel, due to the limitation of time, resources and research.
Althought we failed to get biodiesel, failed to prove that sciensists are bullshit(who never fail an experiment before!?)
But i learnt how to design our own experiment( ofcause, with the help of Mr. Andrew) Learnt how to organise, time management... bla bla bla... rubbish...
But, I found that I never so concern just for an experiment.
maybe..
Just because...
We know this is our experiment....
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Rumah Juara
Are they friendly? definitely.
Home for Underprivileged Children? who is responsible for it!
surprisingly, many of the children there tell me that they their parents still alive.
Just that, their parents not able to take care of them or mayb divorced?
Well, i was shocked. As my knowledge, orphan home is for the children who have no parents.
Why the parents can just put children here if they still alilve!
ok. all the parents around the world have to work. all need to find money to support the family.
That is not a good reason to put ur children there rite?! wtf.
Don't u realise that the love of family is very important for a child to have a healthy growth?!
Did ur ever ask ur children willing to stay together with parents in a poor family
OR
Stay in a orphan home ??
I'm really pity of the children. i personally can not accept that.
No matter how, I hope that they can success in life.
And prove to their parents who abandon them.
P/s: few of them play dota de oh! and I gave them my GG acc.
Find me for dota. I will wait U all!

treat them as part of the society? Yes we did!
The END
Test YourSelf xD
Your view on yourself:
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
The seriousness of your love:
Your views on education
The right job for you:
How do you view success:
What are you most afraid of:
Who is your true self:
try this sincerely.
When u feel you are lack of confidences
mayb can enhance you confidences!
~lol~
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Genie's story

Ahbeng : Pumpkin kari! Why oni 1 wish? i read all the stories also got 3 wishes one?!!! mana can lidis?!
Genie : Niahma lu ... inflation mah! its lidis one! u dun say so much u want anot now? MCH! you wake 9 me up from my wet dream i notchet kira sama lu ... u sommo want kira with me izzit?
Ahbeng : ok ok soli soli ... i want! i want!
Genie : Faster tell me your wish la ...
Ahbeng : I can wish for anything ar?
Genie : yea anything! I am a very powderful Genie! I grant u your wish can?!
Ahbeng : You know i always habe this problem with my computer ... i do work half way it hang and gimme blue screen then i lost all my unsaved work ...
Genie : You using Window ka?
Ahbeng : Yar i using window .... so i wish you could make my windows crash free from now on!
Genie : wuahh ... choose other thing can ar? This is is abit over my power leh ....
Ahbeng : Pumpkin kari lu! just now say very pahwerful wan?!
Genie : Inflation ma! Pahwer also inflation la!
Ahbeng : niahma ... ok la ok la then my new wish is I wish for the political situation in Perak will go back to normal and be peaceful again like last time.
Genie : WHAT?!!! ......
Ahbeng : How?
Genie : eh .... You bring me home rite now to look at your windows problem leng mou?
[copy right] from ahbeng joke.
Thx, chimei~ haha, thx for ur sharing.
when u feel life is meaningless, or u feel upset, go and see see. It works.
http://rojaks.blogspot.com/
p/s : for rojak people only.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
她
听着。。。 听着那柔软的音乐旋律。。。
读者她写的文章, 因为她的部落格曾经说出我心里很想说的话。
我自己,其实也可以有个部落格啊。
她一定也不知道。 我也是因为她的部落格而自己想要一个的。
她真的很有才华。 很佩服她。
从那天起, 我告诉自己。 我一定要认识到她。 从她那里学习。
认识她了, 知道她是个很有信心的人。 知道她是个很有学问, 对很多事都很多疑问的人。
我在部落格写下的东西更本没有指针是谁。
我查了,再查。 仔细看了, 再看。 没有啊。 没有针对任何人。
你是个聪明的人。
如果, 你真的没做。
为什么要承认?
但如果你有做。 那, 你应该问自己。 为什么你要这样做?
真的不想你对我的部落格做出回应。
因为那些都是我的猜测。
只要你不做出回应。 我的心会比较舒服。
至少我可以做出一个结论说,我的猜测是错误的。
我不是想逃避问题。
根本就没有问题存在。
你也不是里面的人,那么坏。
但,你为什么承认?
所谓的逃避。不过为什么! 为什幺逃避! 我怕什么!?
没有争论。也因为,我没有把握。 都只是猜测!!!!
“ 为什么你的交际酱广?”
“有吗?还好。”
你还记得吗?
我相信你的语法很好, 我相信你华语水准很高。 表达能力也很强。
不过, 也只能把一篇文章写成自己像神这样。
不过, 也只能把别人写成是很不对。
现实生活上呢?你很多朋友吗?
我对朋友的价值观, 和你真的很不一样。
可能我真的还没进入社会,不知道事实。
一颗单纯又带少少天真的心,还可以在这个社会维持多久。
在这所学校。 我学了很多。真的很多。
我还是会常常去看你的部落格
听着那柔软的音乐旋律。。。
读者你写的文章。。。
我还是当你是我的好友。不管你是不是。
真的很想亲口和你说, 我很高心认识你。
不过,我想, 已经没有那个机会了。
真心希望你妈妈和外公早日康复。
thank you for everything.
forgive me for everything if i did anything wrong.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
朋友?
我又要放弃两位为了利益而和我做朋友的人了。
当需要你的帮忙时, 他们会对你又说有笑。
当, 你在没有利用价值时。 她们连见到你。 就以一种不认识的眼神。。。
无法忍受。。。!
人心的丑陋!
往我还曾经想把你们当真心好友。。。。
智慧越高, 就越自私!!!
他妈的。
Thursday, February 26, 2009
珍惜眼前
不曾这样轻松过的~
在考场, 当我答完问题后。 有种又考完了的感觉。 那种感觉好像都不这么兴奋,
这次的中考, 然后大考。。。。。
。。。。。。
。。。。。
。。。。。
我又要离开了。
我在这所大学的宿命越来越近了。我想, 就只有7个礼拜吧。 真的不希望。。。
天啊~ 我就是不喜欢这种离开的感觉, 这种失去的感觉。 往往~ 就是没有的改变, 都几可怜一下的咯。
每次都会和别人说, 珍惜身边的每一个人, 每一样东西。 我都是这样说。 就只是会说而已~
咳~
我何时有珍惜过。。。
中5 - 天天都早到~每天都不怎么有精神。。。真有点讨厌早班!!
大学- 天天都赛车啊。。。真的很怀念中学。。。
工作- 工作时间太长了!!!没自由~ 很想念上学~ T_T
人总是要等到失去了才会珍惜!
我知道, 有朝一日, 我会很想念这所学校的。 可能要等到失去的时侯吧。
珍惜眼前人。 不管是谁, 我担保, 有一天你一定会失去他们, 只是时间问题。
...................................................................
~ the end ~
Thursday, February 19, 2009
The turning point [s]
your life is 18 years old. before that, all the people around you will help you.
but after 18 years old, you will start helping others." he says
he added. "but after u 30 years old, is your another turning point. is a positive slope."
my mom gave him 50 dollars.
what a scammer?!
I enjoy life.
I enjoy schooling.
I enjoy studying.
Is hard, is tiring, yet is interesting. and happy.
People were friendly, people were caring, people were talkative, people were so funny.
Life is meaningful, life is easy, life is happy. and cool.
Today will be tomorrow, memories will never reduced.
Things had changed. T_T
People were selfish, people were self-care, people were not speak <>, people Act to gain respect. people now were too fake. sad about that. no choice.
To join the community, i forced to change. i used to tell myself, not to change. never. i m the best. forever. i m not who i m.
Is it the pathway? maybe? but. to where?
to successful life? how to define?
changes?
Once, I cannot accept change. But I guess I am forced to once in a while. Things change. People change.
Slowly, i had lost myself. my so not called hi bye friends. where are u all?? I need ur encouragement... to accompany me... to make me laugh... to talk nonsense with me... my true friends. i will always remember... the days we used to been together. the happiness we used to shared....
An animal, live together with friends , same species. to defeat from the predator. from the environment changes. because they know, they will easily defeated by the enemy if they didnt live together and protect each other.
As a human. initially. is the same, but we made it differences.
we all acting very strong. even we were not.
because they too bother how other the people look them.
human like to act.
hi.....bye....
i noe is very funny.
Everyday,when i meet someone (HI-BYE friends)
i will say, hi.
then 1 second after that say "bye".
Doesnt it look very funny? i used to laugh at myself after that, why ya?
But, slowly, i prastice this everyday. I changed to become very funny...
I'm a human,
I adapt.
I changed.
This will never end.
nomatter how, i will not change,
Forget it.
tomorrow will be a good day.
the only word i can say.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
i am a human? 习惯就好~她笑着说。。。
I think, probably is adaption. at least i think so,
The obvious advantage,
human can become the strongest animal in this world, because they can adapt the world, they able to change themself easily, no light? they create light,they can change themself due to the change of the environment. not like ants, or other animals, they can not survive at some area. on the contrary. all around the world, there are humans, because we got the ability to "adapt" .... but....
Always, there is a advantage and disadvantage...
As a human...!
Adaption can change the human originality,they will not be pure anymore. they will change base on the change of the environment... many people can change to become very bad because the need money ? to steal? many people will change to become very good or generous infront of their lover?
people will change to become very quite when all people were quite? people can change to become selfish, when all the people around were selfish also? so, F××k rite....
like me, i become not very friendly and become more selfish. because the enviroment has changed me.the people had changed me
Everyone come to the world in a pure state, then start influenced by this evil world~because they can adapt...
the more intelligent you obtain. the more selfish you are.
I always believe on this sentences. from a difference personality can change very easily to others. i has changed my originity... by the environment
Adaption is.......... dangerous
~开工酒~
哇哈哈~ 初六~ Every chinese year, my dad <as a boss> haha~will belanja his worker to eat, to encourage them on the new day of working, a person who playing a important role of his life,his son, wakaka, sure i will go and eat la~
zucotto
chocolate
wao~ so sweet meh
my pretty mother!
seafood "s"
vegetables
my elder sister..
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