think simple, speak lesser, live happier.

Sometime, we can feel something. We can think of something.
From someone's actitude, way of speaking. Based on our common senses.
We know what there think, what their objective of doing something.

We cant speak everything we Felt, We tought.
And because I doubt. I got no prove, just... it is a hypothesis
Without experiment.

In some way we speak, we can accidentally hurt someone, we don't know.
[all just because they admit]

Always, there are optians,
Chose keep the secret.
Chose not to hurt someone.
Chose to accomplish his/her goal.


Or

Chose to tell everything.
Chose to say what u think. what u feel.

Of cause, u must responsible for ur choice.



Moon: Jy, always control the way u speak.

Me: But, this is my style. do i need to change? why?

Moon: Because, in this world, everyone include u don't like people to disagree with u.
We all born in a egoism state.

Me: but...

Moon: no but. chose, u wan to gain more friends or lost more friends. u wan people to respect u or not. u got no choice. accept and change. make sure everyone is happy with u. u must adapt.

Me: ... fine.


Realised that I in stage 3 of the cognitive moral development.
conventional level
- good boy good girl image
- good behavior/ fullfill expectations.

[think more simple, speak lesser, live happier.]

我还是写了

我还是好想念。尽管被讨厌了。
我就是那么傻又天真。
傻在把朋友看得太重要。
天真在，以为如何对待人，人就会如何对待你。

妈妈说过，“只要对别人好，别人就会对你好。” 她就是人见人爱。 没仇家。被尊敬。
我相信。
回头想想， 也许都只是她就是老板的太太。

单纯的心。被说到恶魔的心。真的有如此坏吗？一场朋友。
语法不强的人也只可以用【佩服】的心情看待。
很强的组合。
顿时，我知道智慧重要性。
告诉自己，要成功。 一定要。
只有成功人士才会被尊重。
无需多说。
这是现实，也是我被逼接受的事实。

人类就是有了思想，才变得如此复杂。
或许我太冲动了。
整件事里做的唯一错。

我。
正式宣布， 辩论大赛结束。
没有赢者，我们都输了。
【或许你根本不在意没了一个朋友，谁知道。我根本不了解】

望着妈妈贴在拥有蜘蛛网，灰尘墙壁上的卡片-【生活在感恩的世界】， 认真地读了。。。

感谢伤害你的人，因为他们磨练了你的心志。
感激欺骗你的人，因为他们增进了你的见识。
感谢遗弃你的人，因为他们教导你应该自立。
感激跘倒你的人，因为他们强化了你的能力。
感谢职责你的人，因为他们助长了你的定慧。

终于，我看开了。

谢谢。

Do you hate Malaysia's police?

2.57am. sunday
I'm still not feeling want to sleep.
I must write it down.

My dad went to sabah for badminton competition. He wasnt at home.


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Around 2am just now, My aunty (who live at shop) called my mom and says that the alarm at shop is ringing. Without dad's accompany, my mom ask me to accompany and fetch her to shop see what happened there.

I drive her to shop, the alarm is ringing, mom go down, and my aunty come out. close the alarm and look around. no body.

I can feel my mom is nervous and scare. the safety now a day is difference compare to last time. Everyday, we can see from newpaper, robbery, raping, killing. mom scare ofcause.

well, i was worry althought i pretend like ntg. I was thinking, "is it the robbery trying to break the backdoor of my shop...? I wander"

But, tonight is difference, polices were beside the road, they blocking. 2am? I think most probably they trying to catch those motorcyclist who speed on the road.

we, close our alarm. and re-on it, alarm stopped. I n mom went back, on the way back, aunty called again. ok! alarming is ringing again! well, we go back again la. This time I was like, shit! why ya? robberies come back again?

one of the policeman, who dutying beside the road, walk to me,

police: "kenapa ni ?"
I: " ya, mungkin alarm ada masalah"
Police: "alarm sudah berbunyi dua kali?"
I: " mungkin... sebab ada tikus."
I think he joking to me.
Police: " jangan takut, ramai polis berada sini."
his hand holding a ? rifle? (is 32) familar.
I didnt say thank you. he walked away. we went back to home.

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I hate them, because i used to corrupted by policeman!! that police took away my 50 ringgit. I talking to phone while driving. ARH! But i must pay him so he not saman me because I'm still P lesen, he threaten me!


But, after today. after the policeman walk to me and concern about me. At that moment, suddenly I feel i was protected, I feel no worry. I'm safe! because got police beside me!
I regretz i didnt say "terima kasih".

mayb, not all the polices are bad,
mayb, some of the fella dirty the image of polis
A contry, especially now, we really need police.

We shouldn't look something from only one perspective, and determine all polices
are not good as what I did. (critical thinker, I'm not)

Conclusion, Althought many malaysians think that all polices are bad. Actually, all polices u met only, because a good police will only appear when u get trouble.

Terima Kasih.

sincery.

wtf. I think i better sleep now. zzz

How to make Biodiesel??

My dear chemistry and biology lecturer, Mr. Andrew gave us an opportunity to design our own experiment. We are requested to think one experiment to be done. Any experiment related to chem and bio (of cause).Whereby, the experiment should be done within 12 weeks.

As, it is totally differences compare to secondary/ primary school. (Experiments are always set-up by teacher, which the result is always contented.)

As, it consist 30marks out of 100.

As, we are not scientists.

It wasnt easy.

Struggle~ struggle~

I ask: Can we make some “liquid” which is more environmental friendly to replace petrol?! (Intended to be a savior)

He says: If we can. Then we can make a conclusion that all the scientists are bullish.

I said: ok! Let’s prove that all scientists are bullish!!

With some basic research.

We started our “self designed” experiment, namely, how to make biodiesel.

Aim: To make biodiesel out of household corn-oil, peanut oil, wasted oil.

Hypothesis: Biodiesel can be produced by using the Dr pepper technique.

Manipulated: Type of oil
Constant: Volume of oil, the procedure of the experiment.
Responding: The presence of biodiesel
Material and apparatus: peanut oil, methanol, sodium hydroxide, heater, glass rod, 500ml beaker, thermometer, Mc Cartney bottle,

Procedure:

1. Measure 250mL of corn oil.

2. For the preparation of oil, burn the oil to 55 ‘c.

3. If 3g of sodium hydroxide is prepared and mixed with 62.5g methanol.

4. Then, stir the methanol and sodium hydroxide until it dissolve.

5. Pour the warm oil and methoxide into the Mc Cartney with filter funnel.

6. Shake the oil 4 times per hours. Each time the oil shaked 4-5 sec.

7. Record the result.

RECORD the result? Let's see.

Let's see, 2 layers formed. We assume that top layers is biodiesel. and, it is in solid state!

kok wai decided to heat it once more! Still in solid state after it cooled down. =.= teach me how to us e zzz











We tried our best...
- using difference type of oils
- adding antifreeze
- shaking it with difference way





the rightside is biodi esel, and the left side is ...forgot...
flammable? doesnt seem like.










How was it~ created by kim- poster only
(personally think is suck) xD







Me. kok wai. kim. tanuj.










Of cause, we failed to make biodiesel, due to the limitation of time, resources and research.

Althought we failed to get biodiesel, failed to prove that sciensists are bullshit(who never fail an experiment before!?)
But i learnt how to design our own experiment( ofcause, with the help of Mr. Andrew) Learnt how to organise, time management... bla bla bla... rubbish...

But, I found that I never so concern just for an experiment.
maybe..

Just because...

We know this is our experiment....

- the end -