Monday, September 20, 2010

我会好好的

我算曾经珍惜过你吗?
我们说过的,要彼此珍惜对方。
一直珍惜,
曾经在一起13小时,不停的说话我们不会闷。
曾经,你在我面前整天,我们对话不超过5句。
那变化我真的不能接受,我不能。
可是每次想到你和他时,我还是会压硬自己不去接近你。

不要。
不要等到失去了才在乎。

终于,
我做了一次决定,
你害怕,其实我更害怕。
我也很没有勇气,

但我不能再错下去。
我没有等到失去才在乎,我一直都很在乎。


突然我知道自己很怕寂寞了。

就算,现在的幸福是有代价的,
我也愿意。
我不会后悔,只是有点伤心,
这是自己的部落格,我不想把事情隐瞒。


很幸运的,我还有一个很好的家庭。
很体会我的妈妈,照顾我的爸爸。


俊源,你才是最棒的。
做了一个对的决定。

我要坚强的活下去,有信心的。

Thursday, September 16, 2010

不一样的快感

今晚,
有着不一样的快感。

为何我要这么笨?
让感觉做决定,不是好了吗?

突然好轻松哦!哈哈~


人与人之间的摩擦,除了坦白,没有不到其他了,
爸爸常常教我。
解决问题一定要往两边想,往两边了解。
今天,我站在两边的最高峰。
我用力往下看,看到了一切

不同性格的人,很难相处。
但不是不可能,要带着礼让的心。
要带着不妒嫉,放下自私的心。

这夜里,
我喝了些酒,
做了些激烈运动。

我会想开了
你的责任感,不因该在我们两个人的关系下。
我做了我该做的。
是我的,就是我的。

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

I love it

switch, switch. . . switch.... switch...
I bet he will bend one of his knee later... 5 dollar..

Stressful life need some relaxation to balance up...
Laugh non-stop makes me feel so great...
I love the movie, with the right people beside...

I enjoy the surrounding atmosphere,
The warmness you brought to me.

Thankyou mami,
I world most delicious food ever..
So full now... =p

Everything just comes on time...
maybe god already arranged it for me...

^^

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

^^

The sun was shining out there.
After a non-stop raining yesterday.

As always,
my adaptation speed is improving.
more and more things couldn't beat me.

I will be stronger and stronger.

Today is Tuesday.
No time to waste.
The things I should have do this week..

1. make a debit card.
2. Do nutrition research
3. swim more
4. finish my homework!
5. go climb mountain Broga
6. cycling at taman pertanian

It's time for me to learn how to manage money.
How to enjoy life, learn to give up.


When i look through the video of the children who suffer from starvation...
from earth quake, lost of family, the love one.
I believed that I am the lucky one
I am free from all these...

满足于单纯,单纯于满足

slowly...
slowly...

I get it...

^^

I don't mind how people look at it...it's all about me and you...


It's raining outside...

Since u leave me, it's raining until now...
I can not pretend nothing happened...
we did too many things...
only me and you knows..

I want you to be with me...
but, if u insist...

give me some time,
I'm human being too..
I need time to put it down...

Give me some time..
don't leave me alone in sudden..
stay beside me...

you shouldn't leave me alone...
I gave you my true heart...
I gave you everything...

you are such a good girl,
I got no regret,
So happy to be with you... darling...

I miss you...
tonight...