Friday, October 30, 2009

思考。改变。

还记得。 大约一年前, 我有2位朋友很喜欢用变态来形容东西。一个人的好或坏。
从我的知识中,变态是心理与行为的机能性紊乱(如在精神病中)。
当我被他们叫变态时, 第一个反应当然是很不爽啦! 
很没有礼貌不是?

可是。和他们相处久了。也慢慢的知道她们所谓的的变态不是心理与行为的机能性紊乱。 
很好的朋友。也很欣慰当时被叫变态的我没有一是冲动反击!
我想他们也不知道吧。

一句简单的话,也可以造成很大的伤害。

人与人之间的沟通技巧其实也是一门学问。
好像好难学哦。
如何完美的表达一个句子。
如何让人,心服口服。
如何让误会更少。

就算是一个很小的东西,也值得我们去参考。细心的去想,去了解。
学习的同时也不要忘记做回自己。


喜欢面对自己的心灵
因为我要改变。

月老 :有书不读,又在这里胡言乱语了。

Thursday, October 29, 2009

happy birthday to me!!!

今天好累哦... 可是真的好开心啊~
我的生日。
下午是在Neway 度过的。
告别18岁的第一天献个你们了咯~
真的没想到还可以吃多一次蛋糕!真的谢谢很你们!








而晚上是在jusco度过的。 
谢谢你的水壶哦,哈哈。



而在过后是在家度过的..
谢谢妈咪的衣服和领带哦!






转眼.

我告别了18.


这次的生日真的好特别...
每次的生日都好像期待什么似的.
好像都很在乎别人是否记得你的生日.

就算简简单单的一句"俊源, 生日快乐"

我也很满足了.





闭上眼睛.
许了一个不可能的愿望.
把吹了蜡烛.
我19岁了.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I hesitate

Should I continues to write my own feeling in my small littles infamous blog...
How come people who I don't know tend to read my personal things ...
yet, criticizing on me?

We are right. He is just a pity coward.
Someone lack of love. friends' love, or girlfriends' love.
Someone who are jealous on my life.
someone who can't think critically.
Someone who tend to show off his writing skill with no point.

friend, I do not tend to make any enemy in this society.
think probably, save your time. find something better to do.
don't try to control everything.
don't think that everyone has the same childish mindset as u have.
don't try to fool around me with your stupidity.
Because it doesn't work on everyone.
This concept only works on her.


remember?
you said,

"Don't think so highly of yourself, asking others what they've done when you've done your own part"

" are you really that bored at home to the extent that you have nothing to do, or are you just lazy; waiting to push the responsibility to someone else?"

"You play with fire, you get burned."

"you've just crossed the line of stupidity; only immature individuals like you have such infirm mindsets with such unripe thoughts."

"you'll just shoot yourself in the foot and dig your own grave in the end."

now, I wan to return all this sentences to u.
I guess its matched u the most. not me.

Lastly.
I will be happy if u give some advises to me.
I'm not the someone who not effort to accept criticizes.
But, before you do that.
please tell me who are u...
which situation are u mentioning..

good luck. enjoy the music. get a life.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

In fact, you're a coward

Someone that i don't know actually trying to teach me?
I'm pretty sure he isn't my real life friend.
Because he don't understand me.

please... am I know u?
you can criticize on me, but, please tell me who are u ( which is impossible?)
which situation are u mentioning..?
Or else there is no point for me to have further conversation with you...

you're just a coward. agree?
don't agree? look at the mirror. ^^

Friday, October 16, 2009

today is friday, today is a good day

"we got 1 rat inside our body.
That is pancreas.
because it has head,neck,body and tail. " he says.

he added,
" u can joke, but dun over the limit. Or I will take action, and u will feel bad." something like that.
the way he spoke really impressive, It works so efficiently to control the class, and not giving a bad image to the students. In conclusion, he is pro, he is good.


Never regret that day.
Insisting to learn guitar.
It's benefiting me.
joyful, and feeling so good while playing it.


just boring and click on pps, randomly chose 1 movie to watch....
My god!

feeling So great after watching the movie "yes man"
say yes to everything... u can change ur life...
have such a feeling that life is so colourful!
mean a lot to me!! haha!
the actor so funny somemore! =D

Need to study? ya i need to STUDY
next week is EC3.
anyway, cool~ I can do it, I always believe that~

yea! I will be jogging tomorrow,
Health is so important!
damn! i mean iT !

Life is colorful, I will always remind myself.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

life is hard; yet, I enjoy it

my god arh~ why is my life so "black and white"
so tired everyday!
I need a rest!!!! desperately!

never expect this kind of life~
never expect Saturday need to go school
never expect that next week is "EC3"( assessment 3)
never expect I don't know anything about biochem!
never expect math is so confusing
never expect . . .

Life is so fulled of unexpected things!
= (



月老: 俊源,竟然没的改变,就好好享受这一切吧~ 
jy:可是我好像很多还没做呢! 
月老:顶你。酱就讲多?! 真是少年不识愁滋味,为赋新词强说愁。你真的没有试过真正的压力
jy: ...
月老:你不应该在这里,应该在忙你的!
jy: ...
月老:一切苦难都会过去的!
jy:=)



I will overcome all this obstacle!!
Wish all my friends good luck in exam ! *pray* ( for me)

没想到,
竟然还有人会自己安慰自己... 

Friday, October 2, 2009

聆听

1。
怎么还有这些男生的?
虽然知道不能以外表评论他的性格, 可是,他也超不友善勒~
不让朋友和
出街,不朋友和男生讲话,连拍照都不行。
晚餐也不能和朋友出去外面吃。只呆在家里是面包。
还严格过爸爸! 
明明是想吃的啊!连偷吃都不能吗? 

真的不知道她们的心到底想了什么,装了什么。。
看着她狼吞虎咽吃着打包的薯条
心里真的有种很悲伤的感觉。
不知那个“爱她“的男朋友看到了,会感到自卑吗? 
告诉自己,这永远不可能发生在自己身上。

2。 

在班的气氛变了。
又被一些教授讨厌了。
问题出现在哪里呢? 到底在那里??
没了新鲜感了吗。。?
教授们其实都很棒。只是他们的教导方式有点不被接受。

班上同学都很棒。只是有时玩过头,有点不被接受。
只想做好自己的角色。
我真的能在这里唉过这4年吗?
还是个未知数。


3。
看见了人自私的一面。
从以前到现在,都见惯不惯。
自己其实也不是一样。
但竟然有人因此而发火。。

看着他。
我也很久没发火了!因为真的不容易。哈哈。。。
看见他情绪的失控。自己却不是感到紧张。
而是感到幸运自己不是他。
我是病了吗? =D

4。

几天前,爸妈和我聊了下。
说到和弟弟妹妹相处的问题。

因为上课时间的关系。
能和他们沟通的时间只在晚上。


“你们相处的时间也只不过短短20-30年, 总有天还是会有自己的家庭,会分开。当爸爸和妈咪不在时。也只有兄弟姐妹最可靠了。”爸爸说。

“我什么都不要,只要看到你们兄弟姐妹和和气气。拿我就安心了。”妈咪说。

听了后,
有股压力。
觉得身为哥哥的我。真得很失败。真的。。。
平时都不怎么对他们好。

不能再执迷不悟了。
我会尽量好好对你们的。

发现,
我越来越懂得如何顾全大局了,
懂得怎么看别人脸色做人,

把事情都放在心里。
究竟是一件好事还是坏事呢?

因该是好的吧。
不会得罪人,也讨人欢心,没什么不好啊。

可是,一个少了内心情绪和观点的客套话,
让人听了想听的,
却永远不知道真正的回应和答复。



深夜了,当自己一个人坐在电脑面前。听着歌。
才真正
关心自己心里在想什么。
聆听心里的话。
好喜欢这感觉,
也许感觉这才是属于自己的空间。