Friday, December 25, 2009

"Safety nighT"

Being so active today,
had lunch v my friends, asking them to watch bodyguard with me.
tend to invite them to have dinner together.
tend to go FTZ cyber cafe after dinner.
But they seem a bit tired.
I didn't insist.

just don't wan to feel lonely at this critical event.
you're not around.
try to fulfill my time with joys.
But I still sitting in front my stupid desktop. now....
listening to music...

That's me before 11pm.

"let's go supper, wan to go?" mom says
"why not?" me

We went to highway cafe.
had a great great moment there~ =D
Enjoy the count down.
ENjoy the noises made by the people there~ last for 30 mins after 12am.
Enjoy the chicken chop.
People were so excited there~ lol~
1 thing not so enjoy is the price, anyway, non of my business. =p





I spent my Christmas with my family again.
they always there when i need accompany.
Love u all so much!!! =)
who says today must celebrate with ur life partner?

Merry Christmas to everyone here~ ^^



*working for my dad tomorrow, rm120 perday? lol!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

钱的力量

表哥终于结婚了, 在大舅的反对下。
在不被看好下。
他结婚了。

其实,并没有什么那么好谈的。
简单的结婚仪式,
唯一值得一提的是,他告诉了我。
金钱是可以买到爱情的。
是吗?我用着疑似的眼神望着当天的他。


他老婆是来自越南的(表嫂)。还蛮美的。
见面不到10次就订婚了。
我表嫂甚至不会华语。

是个交易。
住在贫穷国家,
为了要更好的生活, 不惜卖身,不惜离家。
当然,当天的婚礼只有男方家长到场。

这是现今的社会吗?
不想说是个堕落。
再怎么说,他是我表哥。

事实,金钱就是万能。
政治家的贪污,没有错。
我一直都认为。
没钱,拿来什么宣传?
怎样拉票? 也许你不知道,每年的大选。宣传费多过一意。
不贪污?等死啦。

当你有钱,你说什么都对。
当你有知识,你说什么别人都相信你。
当你知识和钱,别人都会尊敬你。

这些年来,我学会了,
其实,很多时候对与错都不重要了。
现代人,都不理会了,对自己好的,都是对的。
再说,对错都是人们自己评论出来的。
从来就没有对错。


对不起。我是自私的。
我不喜欢这样。
可是我真的被影响了。

珍惜对你不自私的朋友。
不要自私的对回他们。
我都爱你们。

Monday, December 14, 2009

我要的


没有想过,太阳雨,可以那么美。


太空馆。





帽子和我,哈哈。


有。。。鱼?


妈妈与我。


你的最爱。

爱(妈咪的杰作)


G4m3Rs





上课时,那么累。
放假时,还是那么累。
再累,也要过得有意义。
不能浪费哦~

这才是我要的生活方式。
有点无聊,有点开心。
轻轻松松~
做自己想做的~
好好享受。
我知道,一转眼。
就过了。


最近的我开心了许多。

Sunday, December 6, 2009

YEA!!! 是吗?

天天驾车去学校。闲。
抄白板上的字,真的好累勒。
上她的数学课,无聊到极点。
听她说冬菇的故事。不关我的事。
他教的人体学,不可能睡着。太吵。
他们就这样带过了4个月。

从开学就期待的假期终于。。。。来了
简简单单的~

今天是假期的第5天吧。
因该很开心吧~
但是,我怎么会突然真的觉得很空虚很寂寞呢...?
突然又想念上学的时刻了。

荒废—〉繁忙=压力

压力—〉荒废=寂寞

人就是这样被训练成那么善于适应。

只希望在这一个月里能好好休息。也会好好珍惜。
因为,这个假期有着特殊的意义。






爬着爬着。。。我爬到了这里。。。
带着重重的包袱,装着不是自己的物品。
而是别人的。
为了兴趣,先放弃兴趣。

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

人的极限。

人的极限。
有谁人知道人的极限是多少。

极限,往往都是超越我们想象中的。
这次的考试,我知道我本有的“极限”又增加了。
能呆在书面前的时间,越来越长了~ !

月老:只是这要而已吗?白痴。

但,
我真的好厉害哦!!
其实在别人眼里,这只是一件很简单的事情。
但在我眼里,真的不容易嘛。


把一件自己不想要做却对自己有利的东西做好,
只是开始的第一步。


她说她很烦

我只想说,不管是开心,伤心,兴奋,烦恼。
都是生活的一部分。
都是不能缺少的养分。
人活着。就是要向前看。
加油吧。

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Take a break

Thursday. Very hot day.

Just finished biochemistry's last paper today.
The feeling was great.
Nothing is impossible if i decide to do it.

The next papers are physiology and Anatomy.
I got no idea why I find it so hard to score.
Anyway, fail is not an option.
I will try my best to do it.

Life should be so good.
While my friends were discussing where to live.
When I saw my friends miss their home so much.
Just realized that I'm so fortunate that I lack of nothing in my life.
*appreciate*

Life is so full of unexpected things.
No basketball today. What a disappointment.
anyway. today is so hot.
Think from good perspective. >.<

Suddenly, I miss of Louise.
Although we used to have some misunderstanding and conflicts.
we have been working in a group together. we have been learning together.
In overall, she is good. She brings fun to us too.
take care ya. =)

Sook Yee's car accidentally kisses my car's butt today.
Lucky it was just a small bang.

Attention.
For all living things.
Do not take risks by standing behind sook yee's car.
for your own safeness~
=.= v

Today is another good day. Enjoy everything.
The world is ending in no long time.

good night. ^^

Sunday, November 22, 2009

LALALA~

HOO yEAAA

明天就是大考了。
糊糊涂涂又过了一个礼拜~
就是那么糊涂。

尽力就好。
我对自己说。

9点半考试!

这次不能迟到了!
一定不能再睡迟了!!
不然睡觉时就被 ga zha 咬,走路时被狗追, 吃大便!!!!

晚安。

希望别酱快天亮。

=)

Monday, November 16, 2009

她和她的乌龟

半夜一点了。又一个安静的夜晚。
我还在电脑前,无所事事。
我决定把它写下来。

深夜了,夜晚。
当我在楼下玩着电脑时,我的妹妹走了下来。
她站在我后面,好像在找什么似的。
我问她“你再做什么?”
她眼眶充满了泪水。

第二次在问她时,
她说,“我的乌龟好像要死了”
这次,她哭了。
她说“可以帮我找桶吗?我要分开那两只乌龟。”

那天的她, 在爸爸和妈妈的反对下坚决要买那两只她认为很可爱的小乌龟。
那两只乌龟就摆放在她房间里。天天陪她温习功课,陪她入眠,
其中一只就比较爱吃,当然也比较肥胖。

我问她,“为什么要分开?”
她说“大的那只咬小的屁股。”

我帮她找了一个小桶,
分开了那两只乌龟,
看着那趴着不动的乌龟,

我问,“它是被咬到吗?”
两只乌龟的体积有明显的差异。
她还在哭。
“其实那小乌龟已近有一个月没吃了。”
"我改次不会再养乌龟了”
她把房间门关上。



她性格坚硬。
她是个坚强的人。
也不可能在别人面前哭。

为了那只乌龟,她几乎崩溃。
其实, 也只不过是一只乌龟。。。。。。


人的感情,其实就是这样建立的

人和人之间的感情。
人和动物之间的感情。
不知不觉地在培养,你不会珍惜。
当失去时,才知道其实你是很在乎的。



是爱吗?
我不能了解,我没真正经历和动物的爱,
希望你能放下,原谅我挑逗你乌龟的日子,
让它好好地离开吧。
总算是光荣退休瓜~




[富有感情的人,其实也很可爱]

Thursday, November 12, 2009

The day after tomorrow

Thursday, hot day + cool night.

Sick.
Human beings are living too comfortable in the earth.
We all are born to enjoy the life, not suffer the life.
When we are suffering. The only thing we can do is.... sick.
so that we can rest.
Sorry, humans are so weak.
*this statement is so sick, forget it*


Today consider a good day. morning.
Although We can't get any tips from biochemistry!
Fine, damn it.
*revenge by not taking photo with her*

Oh ya, I was wearing short pant this morning.
well, unfortunately, he saw it.
I miss HELP so much. I can wear whatever I like.
ARHHHHHHHH
*ok, who cares about him*


Afternoon, I was having lunch with my mother.
I guess she was surprised by me,
I date her to lunch.
how long I didn't date her for lunch since I had started my Uni life.
sorry mama >.<
*stupid schedule again*

Just bought a basketball for my sister. she was so happy !!
Still, I lie her by saying that the basketball is borrow by my friend.
*kids always easier to feel happy*

Tonight is cold.

good night to myself.
good night to you.

Friday, November 6, 2009

荒废

今天,
12点才起床。
头真得很痛。喉咙也很痛!
都怪自己的控制能力不好,天天面对面。他妈的。
但他的辣椒真得很够好吃啦!

还是很痛。
选择了强逼自己去睡觉。
没想到睡了4个小时,头还是那么痛!
没有办法了。已经7点了,
是被妈咪的电话叫醒的。
饭还是要吃。
她就是每次要我准时吃饭的~

我还没做我的 english assignment勒!
明明自己答应了自己。
真的一点也没动到。 
真的能捱过吗? 

不管了!
我不要呆在家!!!!!!!!
我怎样也要去打球了。
反正天气酱好(其实我也不知道)

啊!!! ~~~~

拜~


月老: 原谅他今天,他需要空间。

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

简单的一颗心

星期天,雨天。
今天,回了自己的母校。


我的小妹有篮球比赛。
其实她也比过大大小小的篮球比赛了。
身为哥哥的我竟然一次都没去看过。
今天,我终于去了。

身高不到140的她,竟然代表县参加篮球比赛了。
她真的好强哦。
平时都没有真正过鼓励她,还告诉她打球没前途。
告诉她,读不好书。在喜欢打球也不能去打了。

今天。我观看了她的比赛。

看见了团队的精神,
看到了她是多么用心的去打,
看到了她真得很享受去玩。
看到了她很开心。

也对自己的看法彻底改观了。

想到了以前。
以前的我,
是多么爱运动啊~
多么享受每一项运动。

现在的我,
想天天运动都不行了。
渐渐的,也忘记了,运动是我的强项啊!

我真得很内疚没有一直支持你。
我了解你的心情。
我也会支持你的。






原来,能做到了自己想做的事是那么幸福的。
原来,不同的角度想东西是那么不一样的。
原来,享受一切,可是那么珍贵的。
跑吧,往自己喜欢的方向跑!



.....

Friday, October 30, 2009

思考。改变。

还记得。 大约一年前, 我有2位朋友很喜欢用变态来形容东西。一个人的好或坏。
从我的知识中,变态是心理与行为的机能性紊乱(如在精神病中)。
当我被他们叫变态时, 第一个反应当然是很不爽啦! 
很没有礼貌不是?

可是。和他们相处久了。也慢慢的知道她们所谓的的变态不是心理与行为的机能性紊乱。 
很好的朋友。也很欣慰当时被叫变态的我没有一是冲动反击!
我想他们也不知道吧。

一句简单的话,也可以造成很大的伤害。

人与人之间的沟通技巧其实也是一门学问。
好像好难学哦。
如何完美的表达一个句子。
如何让人,心服口服。
如何让误会更少。

就算是一个很小的东西,也值得我们去参考。细心的去想,去了解。
学习的同时也不要忘记做回自己。


喜欢面对自己的心灵
因为我要改变。

月老 :有书不读,又在这里胡言乱语了。

Thursday, October 29, 2009

happy birthday to me!!!

今天好累哦... 可是真的好开心啊~
我的生日。
下午是在Neway 度过的。
告别18岁的第一天献个你们了咯~
真的没想到还可以吃多一次蛋糕!真的谢谢很你们!








而晚上是在jusco度过的。 
谢谢你的水壶哦,哈哈。



而在过后是在家度过的..
谢谢妈咪的衣服和领带哦!






转眼.

我告别了18.


这次的生日真的好特别...
每次的生日都好像期待什么似的.
好像都很在乎别人是否记得你的生日.

就算简简单单的一句"俊源, 生日快乐"

我也很满足了.





闭上眼睛.
许了一个不可能的愿望.
把吹了蜡烛.
我19岁了.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I hesitate

Should I continues to write my own feeling in my small littles infamous blog...
How come people who I don't know tend to read my personal things ...
yet, criticizing on me?

We are right. He is just a pity coward.
Someone lack of love. friends' love, or girlfriends' love.
Someone who are jealous on my life.
someone who can't think critically.
Someone who tend to show off his writing skill with no point.

friend, I do not tend to make any enemy in this society.
think probably, save your time. find something better to do.
don't try to control everything.
don't think that everyone has the same childish mindset as u have.
don't try to fool around me with your stupidity.
Because it doesn't work on everyone.
This concept only works on her.


remember?
you said,

"Don't think so highly of yourself, asking others what they've done when you've done your own part"

" are you really that bored at home to the extent that you have nothing to do, or are you just lazy; waiting to push the responsibility to someone else?"

"You play with fire, you get burned."

"you've just crossed the line of stupidity; only immature individuals like you have such infirm mindsets with such unripe thoughts."

"you'll just shoot yourself in the foot and dig your own grave in the end."

now, I wan to return all this sentences to u.
I guess its matched u the most. not me.

Lastly.
I will be happy if u give some advises to me.
I'm not the someone who not effort to accept criticizes.
But, before you do that.
please tell me who are u...
which situation are u mentioning..

good luck. enjoy the music. get a life.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

In fact, you're a coward

Someone that i don't know actually trying to teach me?
I'm pretty sure he isn't my real life friend.
Because he don't understand me.

please... am I know u?
you can criticize on me, but, please tell me who are u ( which is impossible?)
which situation are u mentioning..?
Or else there is no point for me to have further conversation with you...

you're just a coward. agree?
don't agree? look at the mirror. ^^

Friday, October 16, 2009

today is friday, today is a good day

"we got 1 rat inside our body.
That is pancreas.
because it has head,neck,body and tail. " he says.

he added,
" u can joke, but dun over the limit. Or I will take action, and u will feel bad." something like that.
the way he spoke really impressive, It works so efficiently to control the class, and not giving a bad image to the students. In conclusion, he is pro, he is good.


Never regret that day.
Insisting to learn guitar.
It's benefiting me.
joyful, and feeling so good while playing it.


just boring and click on pps, randomly chose 1 movie to watch....
My god!

feeling So great after watching the movie "yes man"
say yes to everything... u can change ur life...
have such a feeling that life is so colourful!
mean a lot to me!! haha!
the actor so funny somemore! =D

Need to study? ya i need to STUDY
next week is EC3.
anyway, cool~ I can do it, I always believe that~

yea! I will be jogging tomorrow,
Health is so important!
damn! i mean iT !

Life is colorful, I will always remind myself.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

life is hard; yet, I enjoy it

my god arh~ why is my life so "black and white"
so tired everyday!
I need a rest!!!! desperately!

never expect this kind of life~
never expect Saturday need to go school
never expect that next week is "EC3"( assessment 3)
never expect I don't know anything about biochem!
never expect math is so confusing
never expect . . .

Life is so fulled of unexpected things!
= (



月老: 俊源,竟然没的改变,就好好享受这一切吧~ 
jy:可是我好像很多还没做呢! 
月老:顶你。酱就讲多?! 真是少年不识愁滋味,为赋新词强说愁。你真的没有试过真正的压力
jy: ...
月老:你不应该在这里,应该在忙你的!
jy: ...
月老:一切苦难都会过去的!
jy:=)



I will overcome all this obstacle!!
Wish all my friends good luck in exam ! *pray* ( for me)

没想到,
竟然还有人会自己安慰自己... 

Friday, October 2, 2009

聆听

1。
怎么还有这些男生的?
虽然知道不能以外表评论他的性格, 可是,他也超不友善勒~
不让朋友和
出街,不朋友和男生讲话,连拍照都不行。
晚餐也不能和朋友出去外面吃。只呆在家里是面包。
还严格过爸爸! 
明明是想吃的啊!连偷吃都不能吗? 

真的不知道她们的心到底想了什么,装了什么。。
看着她狼吞虎咽吃着打包的薯条
心里真的有种很悲伤的感觉。
不知那个“爱她“的男朋友看到了,会感到自卑吗? 
告诉自己,这永远不可能发生在自己身上。

2。 

在班的气氛变了。
又被一些教授讨厌了。
问题出现在哪里呢? 到底在那里??
没了新鲜感了吗。。?
教授们其实都很棒。只是他们的教导方式有点不被接受。

班上同学都很棒。只是有时玩过头,有点不被接受。
只想做好自己的角色。
我真的能在这里唉过这4年吗?
还是个未知数。


3。
看见了人自私的一面。
从以前到现在,都见惯不惯。
自己其实也不是一样。
但竟然有人因此而发火。。

看着他。
我也很久没发火了!因为真的不容易。哈哈。。。
看见他情绪的失控。自己却不是感到紧张。
而是感到幸运自己不是他。
我是病了吗? =D

4。

几天前,爸妈和我聊了下。
说到和弟弟妹妹相处的问题。

因为上课时间的关系。
能和他们沟通的时间只在晚上。


“你们相处的时间也只不过短短20-30年, 总有天还是会有自己的家庭,会分开。当爸爸和妈咪不在时。也只有兄弟姐妹最可靠了。”爸爸说。

“我什么都不要,只要看到你们兄弟姐妹和和气气。拿我就安心了。”妈咪说。

听了后,
有股压力。
觉得身为哥哥的我。真得很失败。真的。。。
平时都不怎么对他们好。

不能再执迷不悟了。
我会尽量好好对你们的。

发现,
我越来越懂得如何顾全大局了,
懂得怎么看别人脸色做人,

把事情都放在心里。
究竟是一件好事还是坏事呢?

因该是好的吧。
不会得罪人,也讨人欢心,没什么不好啊。

可是,一个少了内心情绪和观点的客套话,
让人听了想听的,
却永远不知道真正的回应和答复。



深夜了,当自己一个人坐在电脑面前。听着歌。
才真正
关心自己心里在想什么。
聆听心里的话。
好喜欢这感觉,
也许感觉这才是属于自己的空间。






Friday, September 25, 2009

小问题也值得一参

你说过,朋友就要坦白,不要把不开心的事放在心里。
把你当真正朋友,才愿意这样post.

就只因为你说过,老朋友就要坦白。

...........................................................

虽然有点不爽,
但这是你的选择,我会尊重,也不会强逼你。

心里却存有一个问题,
朋友在心里的地位永远不能超越男/女朋友吗?


曾经的承诺都是空谈。
 

其实也只是个小问题,
怎么会那么在乎呢? 


学习接受,慢慢成长。


还记得有句话,

为何要珍惜不珍惜你的人?
为何要关心,不理会你的人?

祝福你。 ^^

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

小丑

他带着面具,
他动作夸张,
他是虚伪的。


为了影藏那恐怖的性格,
为了让别人喜欢他,
为了让自己被关注,
为了不让自己被排斥,
他出卖了自己。


他好想做回自己。
却每一天都需要扮演着不同的角色

他必须习惯及适应
这是他的“工作”。
他是一个可怜的小丑。





无可否认

每个人的心里, 都住着一个小丑
人多时,他都会出来表演
只希望这小丑的内心没外表那么堕落








Saturday, September 12, 2009

自强不息!




My orbicularis oculi almost lost control when i watching this...

I know it very difficult to play guitar using the phalangers of his leg.

he still able to do it...

My idol is not andy lau.
not jay
not tunku abdul rahman
not Agung


自强不息的人都是我偶像,
把它放在这里。
以便可以常常提醒自己要坚强哦!



[There is no reason why we should give up]

Saturday, September 5, 2009

loneliness adaptation 


我愿意寂寞,  如果你陪我是为了同情我。。

我愿意寂寞,  如果你和我谈电话是为了满足我。。

我也愿意寂寞, 如果你做这些都是为了可怜我。。





回想起最快乐的时光。
就算一个人观赏月亮也可以很幸福。









Thursday, September 3, 2009

过程是珍贵的

曾经很想快快把它读完,
读完后,却很想回去再读过~

曾经不喜欢那儿的食物! 吃到很闲
离开后,却会特地驾车回去吃。

发现现在只能每天吃一样的东西。
才知道以前那里多好啊。

曾经都以为那里认识的人都是过路人。
失去后,才知道。
他们都是在我受伤时,在我寂寞时,在我需人陪时,
陪在我身边的朋友。


********

以前,总是在想。。。
为什么人都会这样?
难道,曾经的我已经不是现在的我吗?

一直都想学习如何珍惜。
因为不想后悔。



今天,我再回去HELP了。
带着的不是 “又要上课” 的心情。
而是带着 “我终于回来了” 的心情。

好想念这里哦~

经过,走廊。
经过,教室。
经过,厕所。


原来

过去的喜怒哀乐。过去都过去了
不过是我生活成长的一部分。
为什么要那么在意过去呢?

最重要的还是过程。
因为我相信只有过程才能让结果变得珍贵~


因为过程在会永远印在我们的心里。





我们一起加油吧~ 


武士们~
我们在最高峰相见!

.................................................................

最近拍的“班级照”
好可爱的一班同学 ^^




[只要用心对待这一切 你就是在珍惜这一切]





Friday, August 28, 2009

Enjoy the stresses

My bloody hell schedules... drive me to death!!!

27-8-09 (thursday)



8.00am woke up

9.30am class

12pm exam(biochem)

3pm-5pm physio class

5pm-630pm sitting on car(stupid road system)

7pm dinner + bath

8.30 pm phone (ur voice burst up my stamina -mentally-)

9-11pm study

12am set my alarm 6am(tomorrow 8.30am exam,physio)

Then I fainted



27-8-09(friday)

8.35am- phone ringing
Ashley: hey, jun yuan. what time u reach? we all waiting...
I stare to the clock with my half opened eye.
Me: oh shit, I overslept! can u help me to pass the message to the lec!!! pls!


8.30am exam, I woke up at 8.45am... whole classmate waiting for me
Overslept isn't a good reason to late...
But I m too too tired...
I can't heard the alarm (or perhaps I switched it off and cont sleeping)
At the moment I woke up, I'm so sympathetic,nervous, scare and helpless~


Thank you so much my lovely classmates~ ^^v

They requested to postpone the exam till 2pm.
I was like so irresponsible... was I?
But i dun feel guilty, someone even thanks me.
Some of them want to postpone the exam as well...

Anyway, everything is fine now...
The moment I driving back to home,
I was laughing...

Wat a wonderful and excited day~
=)

that's how people enjoy stresses

-Lmao-
......

Thursday, August 27, 2009

享受一切苦难!

一场雨!就是一场雨!
15分钟的路程变到一个小时半!?
可怜的我~在车上的“美好”时光还要急着尿!
真讨厌马来西亚的Road system 勒! 

好像爱上physiology教授勒~
她可以把酱闷得科目变得那么精彩
第一次感觉到~读书原来酱爽啊
有种想把所有知识都吸收的感觉。。。

最近好像都很大压力。。
我好像变了。。
把自己的要求提高了。。

为什么我天天都好像睡眠不足勒。。
睡觉时都发梦。。
导致上课时都很累。。



医生说,
The immune system doesn't work well if u have insufficient of sleep.
which mean, you may have a higher risk to kena infection...


好怕的H1N1哦!

在这个时候,
我一定不能生病!!!


远离我!!!!

H1N1! F*** U!








Wednesday, August 19, 2009

My lugubrious Uni Life

My gosh! Insufficiency of time!!!
Basically we are given 1 day to prepare our presentation!
Include the slide, the speech, and the topics !

Luckily I lazy enough, haha~
So I can bring back the topics that I used to present in HELP before =p
thanks to HELP Uni Coll~
It trained me...

In overall, I have did it quite good! haha~
At least I contented la~ ^^

Next week is my 1st exam le~
don't know why my classmate all looks very stressful.
mayb majority of them graduated from form6 whereby they all only sit for 1 exam, stpm.
Perhaps the exam is too sudden for them le?
Exam every 4 weeks?
I personally think still reasonable wad.
haha~ Maybe I already make use of it while I was at HELP...

miss HELP Uni so much.....
E- hua, woon jye, damian, Kim fui, chi mei, kok wai, jun hang.... and many HI-BYE friends!

hmm.. Atually I miss the foods more la. haha!
Talk about foods. there is only 1 canteen in my School! shit bo! everyday eat the same thing!!

I miss HELP!!!!

I miss HELP!!!!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

谢谢你

感谢你,让我知道什么是爱。

感谢你,让我亲身体会被爱的滋味。

感谢你,让我知道如何好好的爱一个人。

感谢你,让我变得更坚强。

感谢你,让我知道你的真正的面目。

感谢你,让我知道我自己的弱点。

感谢你,让我知道原来我很脆弱。

感谢你,让我学会如何关心个人。

感谢你,让我变得更更加独立。

感谢你,让我知道朋友和家人的重要性。

感谢你,让我去找一个更好的情人。

感谢你,给我一个纯真,又简单的爱情故事。

感谢你,让我变得更成熟了。

感谢你,所有的礼物。

感谢你,陪我度过的所有寂寞时光。



感谢你,让我知道。你不是一切。





以前的你到底去了何方。
忘了我们的约定吗?
难道,你去了地球的另一边?
如果是,
那,为什么你没叫我陪你去?

而留下,另一个你。
我受伤了,还能快乐的你。
我寂寞了,一点不理会的你。



Tuesday, August 11, 2009

八月七号,黑色星期五,8点左右。

好爱打篮球哦~ 
晚上打球真的是一种享受~
打球时都很凉爽~
真幸运有这班朋友。 
虽然不是很要好的朋友,
但没了你们,我就没有kaki打球了。
还是那句,朋友是拿来利用的!
哈。

=x

在一个巧合的角度发现。
打球的同时还可以欣赏月亮呢!
那天的月亮怎么那么圆那么亮~

竟然还有一个人以为是太阳。 
几点哦,大哥。
真的被渣到一下。


。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

还记得吗?
你打电话给我,就只为了叫我出来看月亮。
就算不同地方。也可以一起看月亮。
你就是那么容易让人尝到幸福得滋味。

那时的我
还真的觉得有点无聊~

不过。

现在的我
竟然叫一班猪朋狗友一起看。 哈哈!

真白痴







连看月亮都会想起你。
要忘记你。真的不简单。
只想知道~

在想你的同时, 你再想着我吗?





Wednesday, August 5, 2009

我变坚强了



今天,我没掉一滴眼泪。

累了。

听着陈绮贞的歌。
[灵感],[太多]
让我觉得,很多人都和我一样。
很有感觉的歌,
天天都在听。
信息,天天都在看。
照片,也一样。


“我的心都给你锁住了。。。逃不出来了咯。。。就算现在你放它出来它也不会走。。因为它习惯了你在它身边守护它,保护它,命令它。”

还记得吗?你说过的。
我都还很喜欢回忆。

我说过的,拥有你,是拥有世界。
我说过,不能让你流一滴眼泪。
我也说过,要好好保护你。
都是我糊涂了。
太糊涂了
。。

虽然还是很想念她,
不过,看到她没了我更开心。
我更逼自己离开她是对的选择。
以前对她的不好,都没办法补偿了。
唯一能做的就是放手,不要再侵犯她的世界。
默默的祝福她。默默的守护她。

缘分就是如此的奇妙。
以为可以天长地久,都只是萍水相逢。

不能再遗憾什么了。。。
如果,给我多一次机会。
我一定会好好的珍惜我的另一半。


。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

今天,在学校,
变得很友善了。。
和朋友的交际很好,一直说。。。
感觉。。前两天都好像忽视了他们。。。
哈哈。。。
他们都好像对这个course很满意。
经过一次交谈,
发现这里的女生都很有自信。

英语课时,
教授叫我们和月份相同的人一起坐。
在互相了解,然后站出来说他们的爱好,目标,和挑战。
同学们都很有信心,被叫到外面自我介绍时都很大声。
还有人出去开玩笑。
不用拖延时间。
大家都很自动出去。。。
虽然,英文有点kek shui,
但我还是勇敢地在大家面前说了几句。

顿时,发现
我已经大学了。。。
时间都过得真快。。。
来到了大学,
这个新的环境,
让我觉得每个人都应该独立,
每个人都应该要坚强!

宝贵的经验,

我要对家人和朋友好点, 尤其是妈妈。
她是一直守护我的守护神。


我要改变!
我要改变!


我要变强!
我要变强!






Tuesday, August 4, 2009

4-8-09

一早起身,电话已看不到你的祝福了。
昨晚,我们也没和对方说晚安。

以前,我门都会互相说晚安。
而我都随便 在信息打了 “晚安“, 都不在乎。
现在,你已经不再和我说晚安了,
才知道原来我是那么在乎的。。

我要。。
保持心情愉快
好好的收拾心情
为失去我爱的你哭
也为你不再爱我而离开我而笑

我相信
相依的两颗心
不管天涯海角
不管隔多大的距离
只靠一句 ''我爱你''
就能维持这段爱情。

我要
学会从容面对生活。
积极面对生活 ,生活定会如我所愿,

每天早晨,太阳依旧会如时升起。

...

爱一个人
学会了怎么爱自己
也学会了怎么爱别人

虽然
有时谈不上什么
天荒地老
海枯石烂
天长地久
细水长流
但,我们都曾经拿出真诚的心爱过彼此。

享受生命中的一切。。。


我想要
好好的跟她说




我爱你

Monday, August 3, 2009

3-8-09

开学的第一天。
依然听着 Mix Fm。
开得很大声,
听着那熟悉的歌。跟着哼。
又恢复那时的感觉了。

早晨的空气真好。
去学校的路程还经过mid valley。
看了一眼。

曾经你想去的地方,我没带过你去。对不起。
在没机会时,
却要天天经过。
含泪傻笑。

星期六,我有上课呢。。。
没心情了

大学的朋友都很友善,
学长们都不会自大 ,

让我惊讶,
全世界,
每1分钟都有一个人眼盲.
每5分钟都有一个小孩眼盲.
这些都是可以避免的,只要得到治疗.
真可怜.

突然很想了解更多关于眼睛.
我会用功的.

班级也不会很大. 18人.
教授和学生的比例是
1 : 3.4
真好。

这里的教授都很有来头哦,
不是 phd, 就是 doc
有点期待了。

回家路上
依然喜欢自然自语
训练自己的英语。
真傻。

看着车上的3个公仔
都是你送.
突然变得很珍贵这次,我会好好珍惜了。
答应自己会好好保管 ^^

一回到家。 自动打电话给妈妈。
和他吃午餐,
假期酱久。 都没好好的陪妈妈了。
记得,每次都睡到1点多,妈妈就会打电话给我。
叫我吃饭。

珍惜一切。
我好像学了一个宝贵的课程。
代价,却是用你交换。

人就是这样的不自足。
常常寻找更好。

可是当你拥有了
才发现其实不是,
原来以前一切都来的比现在的好。

原来,看见别人幸福,
我们会忘掉自己也在幸福其中。
当幸福已不再,才醒悟自己身在福中不知福。

也只能默默地想念。。。
回到从前



。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。













Sunday, August 2, 2009

独自在夜晚, 让目标更明确

处在美好的环境里,
忽略了太多的机会,
也不会好好珍惜你,
原来我都只是空谈。

还记得月光下我们走过的那条街。
当时连手都不敢牵。

还记得看着你的双眼
不说一句的吻你的脸。

不敢责怪你的善变,
都是我不在乎而形成。

身在黑暗的环境中,
发现曾经走过的一切,
那过程,
乃那么珍贵。

过去的。。。
快乐,悲伤,冲动,激动,鼓励,支持,

牵手,拥抱,看戏,喝茶,你的声音,你的问候,你的坦白。


在黑暗中,发现这些才是我真正在乎的。

一夜间。
他的出现,
让你的不再留恋这一切了。


也好,就让我。慢慢把它消化吧。
可能会难受。但也只有这个选择。

有人说,回忆是快乐的根源。
深怕会忘掉,
硬要把它记载。


[付出真心 才會得到真心 卻也可能傷得徹底
     保持距離 就能保護自己 卻也注定永遠寂]



独自在夜晚。 让目标更明确。 因为曙光变得很亮。
我一定要学习想前看。
往那曙光。






。。。。

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Does god exist?

Let me explain the problem science has with religion.' The atheist
professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of
his new students to stand..

'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'


'Yes sir,' the student says.

'So you believe in God?'

'Absolutely. '

'Is God good?'

'Sure! God's good.'

'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'


'Yes'


'Are you good or evil?'

'The Bible says I'm evil.'

The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible! He considers for a
moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over
here and
you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'

'Yes sir, I would.'

'So you're good...!'

'I wouldn't say that.'

'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you
could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He
doesn't, does
he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he
prayed to
Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Can you answer that one?'

The student remains silent. 'No, you can't, can you?'
the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk
to give
the student time to relax. 'Let's start again, young fella. Is God
good?'

'Er..yes,' the student says.

'Is Satan good?'

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'

'Then where does Satan come from?'


The student falters. 'From God'

'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there
evil in this world?'

'Yes, sir.'

'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'

'Yes'

'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created
everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according
to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'

Again, the student has no answer. 'Is there sickness? Immorality?
Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this
world?'

The student squirms on his feet. 'Yes.'

'So who created them?'

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his
question. 'Who created them?' There is still no answer. Suddenly the
lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is
mesmerized. 'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you
believe in
Jesus Christ, son?'
> >>
The student's voice betrays him and cracks. 'Yes, professor, I do.'

The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you use to
identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'

'No sir. I've never seen Him.'


'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'

'No, sir, I have not.'

'Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your
Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or
God for
that matter?'

'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'

'Yet you still believe in him?'

'Yes'

'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable
protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that,
son?'

'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'

'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem
science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question
of His own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'

' Yes.

'And is there such a thing as cold?'


'Yes, son, there's cold too.'


'No sir, there isn't.'

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested.
The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.
'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat,
unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have
anything called 'cold'. We can hit down to 458 degrees below zero,
which is
no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing
as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458
degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or
transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or
transmit
energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You
see, sir,
cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat.
We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because
heat
is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence
of it.'

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom,
sounding
like a hammer.

'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?'

'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night if it
isn't darkness?'

'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence
of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light,
flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and
it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the
word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make
darkness darker, wouldn't you?'

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will
be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'

'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to
start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. 'Flawed?
Can you explain how?'

'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student explains..
'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and
a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite,
something we can measure.. Sir, science can't even explain a thought.'
'It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less
fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life
is to be
ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'
'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved
from a monkey?'

'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man,
yes, of course I do.'

'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes
where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and
cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a
preacher?'

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion
has subsided. 'To continue the point you were making earlier to the
other
student, let me give you an example of what I mean.' The student looks
around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the
professor's brain?' The class breaks out into laughter. 'Is there anyone
here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's
brain,
touched or smelt the professor's brain? No one appears to have done
so. So,
according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable
protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect,
sir.'
'So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your
lectures, sir?'

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student,
his face
unreadable. Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man
answers. 'I
Guess you'll have to take them on faith.'

'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists
with life,'
the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?' Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We see it
Everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It
is in
The multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These
manifestations are nothing else but evil.'

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at least it
does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is
just
like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the
absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what
happens
when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like
the cold
that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when
there is no
light.'

The professor sat down.

Most of the teens now a day, they do not believe in god, and so i do.
But, after I read this. I found that god actually is far away from my imagination. We can never say god exist or not.
Because scientists cant prove it? so god doesn't exist. there is a lot of things they cant prove.

God does exist in deep of our heart if we have faith on him/her/it.
God doesn't exist, if we don't have faith on him/her/it.

Monday, July 27, 2009

What a life 2

6 more days to go....

6 more.....

Never think it happened so fast... Flying time is pretty scary....
Time passes so fast... I'm going to degree...
This subject will determine the rest of my life....
Do I made a right choice? I always believe that...
Sometime, Believe is very far from fact...

What will I be after 4 years?
What I expected I can do after I finished my degree?
What Kind to life I want?
Can I successfully finish it?

I believe plan Is important.

This silence night...
Calm down,
Listening to my heart....
Asking myself, Is this what you want?
Asking myself the same thing.
keep asking~

Only the people who understand what he/she needs will carry the sincerity and motivation to go toward the goal.

I like this... I will do this!

Actually I'm not a top academic student, neither a smart student.
Being so confuse while I was in secondary.
Taking it so simple. so easy.
Wasted too much time in that period.

Life always like that~

When you feel sick, you will realize why Healthy So Important.


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Friends


Thanks a lot...

Thanks for this 3 month~
your accompanies will be my best motivation and encouragement.

No need to explain this,
people who likes you will understand.
people who doesn't, won't care.

People says,
Friend is to impose.

Sometime, I think is correct.
Sorry for being so selfish.

But, I personally think...

Some Kind of friends you can never find in somewhere else.
The friends speak without wearing a mask.
Do what you want in front them, or perhaps do what you like to do.
You won't feel embarrassing when you telling they flaw, and criticize on their bad habits.

After my secondary life. I realized who is my friends and who are just my passer.

How to react with people,
I guess I do have this slightly stronger ability....
After my college life...

All people needs you to treat differently, make sure they happy with the way you treat them. Then, they will treat you back the way you like them to treat you.

After I start my school.
I believe the time we meet each other will be lesser.
So sorry being so disturbing to all of you.
I know you guys have your own life,
Studying, working, facing exam...

1 more time.
Thanks a lot ^^

I do appreciate


.....






Wednesday, July 22, 2009

曾经


无聊时,偶尔会看看照片~ 
看看那时得的自己。
看看当时自己的自拍照~
看着~看着~
心里~去不以为然地怀念~






照片可以回忆到很多。

慢慢想~
慢慢回忆过去~ 
回忆乃是那么好的~

看了半小时。。
那时的感觉真好啊~

天气完全晴朗
平静大海天际蔚蓝一片美
掀起温馨天真的爱情

纯真的这份爱如此脆弱
天真的爱似风筝
时刻都会断线飘于风里
一切美梦亦同逝去


只是顺便在ktm拍的~
现在,竟成为自己的经典~
自己最美好的过去~

如此开心的回忆牵挂着悲伤~
这~ 或许也是拍照的威力~

不需要你说永远~ 或未来~
只要~ 你曾经真心的爱我一篇~
就足够了~

好歌词~ 好歌词~



...





Monday, July 20, 2009

What A life?

2 more week to go.

After 3 month holiday, finally, come to the end.
Is this so call enjoy life?

Still remember while I was secondary, holiday is so desperate needed.

How to define "enjoy" I always mess up myself.
3 month of successive holiday.
I finally find out...
Everything I do, Is to enjoy, make my life more colorful.

Try to find something to do... keep trying...
jogging, gym, game, yamcha,
I force myself to participate.
Hope my time can pass through more easily...
Just wander, Is everyone's holiday same as mine?

2 more week, I will start my degree.
I don't know what feeling I should apply.
happy? or sad? or perhaps excited?

Optometry.
Fortunately, I have my own plan.
I never stop, never...
sometime, we need to rest a while,
Not to skive, but is to conserve more stamina to walk longer...

Still,
I never forget my aim.
enjoy everything.

Life Is to Enjoy, how long can u survive?
Don't regret at the moment u laying on the hospital's bed.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

10-7-09

Something special finally happened in my life...

Burglars Broke in to my house >.<
Well, f..k ~ u all finally did it... after 3 times trying to break into my house.

And my beloved lappy has stolen by them~ zzz
Not even 1 year! haiz~
I blog by using my bigdump desktop now... I miss u ! laptop! my notebook T-T
No mood to type anymore~
lappy, live in peace..............





Thursday, July 2, 2009

回忆

Never remember people's birthday, even my dad and mom
Date, doesn't mean anything to me.
I'm lazy. Or i think that is not necessary.
I'm sure other people will memorize it for me~
I thought.




I'm so weak~

she changed me..
Influence me to make use of date ~
To memorize something...
Because, If i forgot. no people will remember it.

Once,
Losing her, My life doesn't assist emotion.
I can control my emotion very well, without her....

memories are sweat,
memories are cruel,

no matter what.
I will never intended to forget...

-奥尔可以往后看,但绝对要往前活-


closing my eye, listening my music,
thinking of something...
I will down...

open my eye, close the blog,
I realized, I still have a long journey to go~

M3mori3s Ar3 always b3autiful- 2-7-07

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Recently

Out Of control~ I'm totally out of control to myself!

WTF I'm doing now~

.....

1.games
2.eat
3.sleep
4.shit

I have wasted so much time. Oh man.
count from today, I still have 1 and a half month to go before i start my degree~
Omg. How shuld I use my time, so called Wisely???

Blog lesser now~ nothing special happen In my Life Now... T-T
It can be discribed by using the word "black and white"

If Holiday always like this I rather dun wan a Holiday.....
Too addicted to Dota, It really makes me crazy.
Everyday, Play Dota " A U T O M A T I C A L L Y " I got totally out of my control.
My brain never ask. why u do so? why u switch on ur laptop? why u On Garena?
My hand will Switch on laptop, and the action with bring out without passing through my brain.....



Holyshit!


Thx to my school.... Intake on august....

Thank you. u make my life so black and white....

I will appreciate...

=)

shuld be replaced by =(

My unforgetable Holiday ~

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

人事

生意真的不像以前那容易做了。
顾客的要求也因对选择越来越夸张了。也不能怪他们 , 竞争力真的越来越强了。

这也不用紧~ 有竞争公司才会进步嘛~! 是好的。
习惯就好, 不算很复杂的问题。

但~ 但是。。。

为什么一定要有些员工不给予合作,
还要在里面搞是非呢?!
你们是否忘记了在这里的真正目的?
老板请你们来这里,当然是要你们帮公司赚钱。


搞乱公司和员工的关系会严重影响公司的正常运作。
影响公司的正常运作,也自然的影响了公司的收入。
工作, 真的很幸苦吗?
就只有你一人吗? 再想想, 有谁不辛苦呢...
真的要到把气氛弄得那么姜吗?
都算了。

我明白,你们都非常能干,很辛苦。
但,其实你们是否想过。
真的有比老板更辛苦吗??
有尊敬过老板吗? 有想过谁是真正受害者吗? 不是你们双方。

而是, 每个月给钱你们, 让你们风衣足食的老板。
让他头疼。让他无法专心的全神贯注在公司的未来发展,
而,搞你们的所谓的“是非”。
太善良的老板, 也未必太好。

有人妒忌?
还是,有人,已经无法正常与完全的控制自己的情绪了?
把自己不爽的心情发泄在一个心情也不爽人的上面。
Argument also started in this kind of situation。
往往就是那样开始。当时的你其实也没想到后果, 就。。。
就是不爽。

1.到后来。 才发现。。。 其实我们不应该这样。 我们对事不对人啊。公司为上。向对反道歉曾经有语言上的侵犯。
2.继续为公司服务,但还是耿耿于怀。 对同事不满, 作些小动作, 挑拨别人的愤怒。

多数人都是选2, 大人嘛,老辈嘛, 酱容易道歉, 就没尊严了嘛,
大人啊,大人。。。知错能改。 我也曾经对你们发脾气过。 还小的时候。
但,妈妈真的让我改善了很多,
对我而言,要真真的解决这问题。 只有一个。

就是双方都领悟到自己的过错, 而知道在这里工作的真正目的。
再诚恳得相对方道歉。 握手联合, 把公司推到最高峰。

也许是 “当局者迷?" 

一些~
都只会在不停的影响, 不, 应该是破坏公司的运作。
别以为你们真的很有很有用。
或以为你们很卖命
还是很辛苦类似的。

在这社会,大学生也越来越多。 能干的人也一样多。
只是老爸认识不多。
到我的年代, 你们等着瞧。

请想想,

1. 在这里做工的真正目的。
2.事后的后果。
3.谁是受害者。
4.会开心过每一天吗?
5.对你有什么好处?

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Super mario

yo, learn back guitar recently.

Just found that my teacher upload his guitar performance to youtube.

Seriously, proud of him. =)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Bukit jalil

Where got ppl go Jogging early in the morning de!? I rather sleep at home~ zzzz

Normally, I will say like that.

One day, 1 of my fren, mr.Josh.
He suddenly says that he wan to start exercise while he found out that his Blood pressure Is Higher than average!

We stare at him.
Laughing at him.

A guy who doesnt like sport since i know him, perhaps, hates sport.
Suggested to go exercise!!

Ofcause, i strongly agree with that (well, i m so boring at home)


6 am~ Before the sun raise! I wake up~ feeling so tired~ >.<
No matter how, Keep on frens~ I will fully support this meaningful exercise! ^^v

















































OK.ok. i know very messy~ zzz BUT, i m fedup with it ! ~ chin chai la~ xD

Friday, May 15, 2009

不一样的假期

原来习惯了寂寞。 寂寞再也不在叫寂寞。

好不一样的假期哦~ 还记得刚考完spm时的心情, 
超开心的。 每天都很自由,很享受。
和朋友看戏,打机,玩耍的过程. 都一一记载在心里面。
最享受的事就是那自然睡醒的感觉。

同一个3个月的假期。我知道自己没那么开心了。 
奥尔,忍不住时,还是会叫朋友出来见见面~ 真的不好意思打扰你们。 
你们都不是以前的自由了。 都各有各忙。

没了目标的生活真的超没意义勒! 

曾经很介意一个人是晚餐。 因为我不喜欢自己一个人的感觉。
可是现在的我好像都比较喜欢一个人吃晚餐。 喜欢那快快带过的感觉。
为什么啊~ 我好像真的变的很奇怪了。。。

很懒惰去策划怎样写自己的部落格了。
其实都只是自己想说的真心话。
发现,都是自己看的~
祝,我的真心朋友都能活得快快乐乐~ =)

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

WHY dota?

What Is the Advantages Of playing DOTA? ? ?

1. To Gain Teamwork.

Teamwork Is very important to accomplish A goal! We must Learn that since we were YOUNG. and We can Also realise that SOLO is harder to achieve the target compare to work with A team!!

2. To Gain Friendship.

Dota actually Produce Friendship 1 ! We chat about DOTA at school. As we communicate, we actually gaining relationship at the moment! Also! Dota is so popular that Almost 80% of the Teens used to play. SO, when u go to a NEW place, Dota can be a great topic to START a friendship OR to make NEW friends WITH same hobby~ LOL
Even, after WE all graduateed. We still come OUT for DOTA, We still playing Dota At ggc.
It works IN building and keeping a Relationship! really, Dota-er, U know what i talking about. haha~

3. To Realise that Success actually need HARD work!

Used to play like NOOB. Used to Feed like shit. Used to Blame by Teammate!
I now realised that, we actually need to prastice and prastice to reach a SO called "pro" or playing a Useful role in A team. There is no SHORT cut IN life! We must work hard to Improve Our ability!

4. To Learn how TO sacrifice. For A Bigger BeneFiT!

I prefer AGI hero. WHile i Hate INT. but sometime, the situation NEEDS me to use INT HERO For the advantages of the GAME, Althought I NOT really Like it, but TO Victory. AND, TO produce Greater HAppiness Of Greater Amount Of people! I will USE it.

Same Things IN our daily Life, We need to learn HOW to sacrifice Some self-interest TO achieve something more IMPORtant!

5. To Pass TIME FASTER!

As I Having HOlidays NOW. As a Human Being wHo are Damn Boring. Dota Is a good Activity to pass Spend MY time FASTER!

Holiday SIEN untill ....
UNtill... I writen down all this stupid stuff.
ARH~ !

THE END

Thursday, April 23, 2009

think simple, speak lesser, live happier.

Sometime, we can feel something. We can think of something.
From someone's actitude, way of speaking. Based on our common senses.
We know what there think, what their objective of doing something.

We cant speak everything we Felt, We tought.
And because I doubt. I got no prove, just... it is a hypothesis
Without experiment.

In some way we speak, we can accidentally hurt someone, we don't know.
[all just because they admit]

Always, there are optians,
Chose keep the secret.
Chose not to hurt someone.
Chose to accomplish his/her goal.


Or

Chose to tell everything.
Chose to say what u think. what u feel.

Of cause, u must responsible for ur choice.



Moon: Jy, always control the way u speak.

Me: But, this is my style. do i need to change? why?

Moon: Because, in this world, everyone include u don't like people to disagree with u.
We all born in a egoism state.

Me: but...

Moon: no but. chose, u wan to gain more friends or lost more friends. u wan people to respect u or not. u got no choice. accept and change. make sure everyone is happy with u. u must adapt.

Me: ... fine.


Realised that I in stage 3 of the cognitive moral development.
conventional level
- good boy good girl image
- good behavior/ fullfill expectations.


[think more simple, speak lesser, live happier.]

Monday, April 20, 2009

我还是写了

我还是好想念。尽管被讨厌了。
我就是那么傻又天真。
傻在把朋友看得太重要。
天真在,以为如何对待人,人就会如何对待你。

妈妈说过,“只要对别人好,别人就会对你好。” 她就是人见人爱。 没仇家。被尊敬。
我相信。
回头想想, 也许都只是她就是老板的太太。

单纯的心。被说到恶魔的心。真的有如此坏吗?一场朋友。
语法不强的人也只可以用【佩服】的心情看待。
很强的组合。
顿时,我知道智慧重要性。
告诉自己,要成功。 一定要。
只有成功人士才会被尊重。
无需多说。
这是现实,也是我被逼接受的事实。

人类就是有了思想,才变得如此复杂。
或许我太冲动了。
整件事里做的唯一错。

我。
正式宣布, 辩论大赛结束。
没有赢者,我们都输了。
【或许你根本不在意没了一个朋友,谁知道。我根本不了解】

望着妈妈贴在拥有蜘蛛网,灰尘墙壁上的卡片-【生活在感恩的世界】, 认真地读了。。。

感谢伤害你的人,因为他们磨练了你的心志。
感激欺骗你的人,因为他们增进了你的见识。
感谢遗弃你的人,因为他们教导你应该自立。
感激跘倒你的人,因为他们强化了你的能力。
感谢职责你的人,因为他们助长了你的定慧。

终于,我看开了。

谢谢。