Saturday, June 30, 2012

无趣的生活

心理上的约束,
好像一颗大锁链,周围长满刺一样,牢牢地绑着你脚一样
你不能动也不能动,如果尝试逃跑,你会受伤。

或许我不够成熟,往往不能更坚决
没有毅力,也不爱妥协。
面对这一切,我几乎都是以笑容承受。


没有多余释放的空间,
往往我都不爱早睡。
喜欢听听音乐,利用网际网络
看看多样化的世界,

人生就是这样,
对很多事请,都没兴趣,
但是往往你没兴趣的事,就是比别人做的多。

而告诉自己谎言,用尽办法欺骗自己,
也只求活得快乐一点。


一切后,我会告诉自己。

我要自由。

=)

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Currently I m having a so called "very stressful life" at least suppose to be.
Completing my thesis and final exam.
It's study week and there's no time for a real sit down and study at the moment..

All because of thesis~ so rush and so much to type yet...
I never give up on movies, games, sports~
no matter how busy am I, there is time for things I love to do~


Hope the next time I blinked my eyes, all these are pass time~

I want Holiday~
and
Happy holiday ~

=)

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Written by: The Feelings at the moment




Feeling of isolation.
It comes along with loneliness,

Stop feeling angry to me.
I'm innocent, because I'm kind of sensitive.
I have my own senses,
specify one that you cant measure the length with yours.

Feeling scarification.
It comes with disappointment,

Stop asking me to help.
I'm enough of it, what did I do for the group.
Afford I put, seems nothing,
but it means more then you do.

Feeling lost.
This video makes me think of something else.
Like a shadow, it doesn't belong to anyone,
but it can pretend like anything else.
It's a secret what it really was

Feeling happy.
It comes along with failure.

It's good to know you doing good,
It's good to know you enjoy it.
I'm failure. at a same time.
who can't give what u need.

Those are feelings,
Own feelings came along with my senses
that no one can define except myself.

Only written words.
Giving a chance to memories to live here.
Quietly.

I wish to run, as fast as I can.
Stop hurting me.
Stop scolding me.

I care these all. that's why every time I was hurt.
Then I woke up, and try to change.
and forgive to the wound made.

Straggling is good.
I learnt and I grown.
I thankful at the end.

   

Friday, June 1, 2012

我还是很感性~ ;)

我有我的思考方式,因为我也是人。
而我尊重你分析能力,因为没有人是完美,
彼此不能将自己来自过去多年的人生经验角度来衡量别人。
因为彼此活过的世界,显然不是一致的

没什么好解释,也没什么好辩论。
人就应该懂得适应环境,才可以开心自在。
人总不能不思考,总不能不改变,
而思考与改变已经变成了生活里最重要的成分。

偶尔沉默,或虽然忘我的放肆。
只是表面。
看看未来,究竟有多遥远?
大家在过程里,究竟得到了对未来有帮助的”什么“吗?

我其实很自我,性格也很暴躁。
做事喜欢不喜欢约束。
不爱忍耐,也很喜欢狡辩。

一切,
为了你,我都慢慢缓和,
心理仿佛多了一个空间,
让自己做下来的空间。
思考,忍耐,
你教会了我这些,因为这空间里,
是你陪伴着我,这些日子里,
都是你在监督我。
让我慢慢,慢慢,
懂得照顾自己,与身边爱的人。

谢谢你。

你到底有多了解?


我只是需要足够时间。
在任何场合,我只是需要爱的鼓励与支持,
而不是让我心灰。