Monday, February 24, 2014

Time

When time flies, it will never come back
All it left is memories. Someday memories will be forgotten as well.

Appreciate everything single things that makes your day a happy one.
Say hi to your mirror every morning before you walk out from your room.
Live it to it's fullest.

In the end, things gonna changed accordingly.

Only love that doesn't changed.

we all getting older and older.
we might lose someone in our life,
In fact, we definitely will.
our family or friends or our love one.

It's difficult to accept that it gonna happen someday in future.
But it's not something to be accepted.
It's something we need  to work it out now,
to make it worth, and not wasted.

Life is so short.
Too short, that I would spend my whole life appreciating and enjoying it.

Thanks.
It's all about time.

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

1年

今天我支持你,
我给你100%肯定,
希望你能好好的。

但,生活无常
很多事,是有变数的
我冒着这风险,
给你一个安慰。

你要好好爱惜自己。
珍惜真心对你好的人,
不要一错再错了。

1年说多,又不是。
1年说少,又不是。


一年后,
你想起今晚,
柔柔声音,
“谢谢你支持我,你的支持对我最重要”
“我永远都会支持你的”
“你会等我吗?”
点点头,
我说 “嗯。”

已经没有对错,
自制才是重点。

而我,
我目标明朗,信心爆满地继续前进!


啊,我想起。
我新家,可能今年建好。








Sunday, February 9, 2014

I'm okay.

I saw an uncle riding on a motobike,
Old and dirty, seems like he just back from his working.
He grabs my attention, because I'm sympathy on him.
wandering, why would he still working at this age.

When the traffic light turns red, he stops his motobite
ENGINE dies off.
It's engine is old and he's unable to start it back.
for some time, people behind honk-ing him.
I passed him.

Poor uncle.

Poor or Rich.
How would the world looks like from poor people's perspective, what about rich people?

I'm currently a poor one. I admit it.
With low income, and renting a small room out there.
Working as an optometry doesn't make you a rich guy.
But planning and saving is still a must doesn't matter I'm a poor or rich.

Saw an article in an restaurant, talk about self esteem. 

It says, every decision, every idea, and action came from yourself.
IS UNIQUE. 
It changed everything about you. and you are responsible to all your thoughts, action, decision.
It seems like, you decide what personality you are and how your life is always manage by your own. 
Hey, so Stop. and think. then plan. 

Once I said, look things from different perspective.
I explained to a maid from Indonesia about Glaucoma, although the whole process seems like talking "duck and chick". I don't give up explaining to the simplest until she understand it, most challenging part it's that the conversation is in MALAY.
She did her visual field examination perfectly under my guide eventually.

One born in rich will not understand how precious money, and time is.
One born in poor do not learn to appreciate knowledge, and wisdom.
Only rich people born from poor family, know the precious of life.
Rich or Poor, I'm ready to experience both.

Do you remember.
You once said, you don't want to look fool because admit he's looking an relationship with you.
You once said, believe in you. you don't want to look like a prisoner.
You once said, you lost of freedom and personal life.

But you can't say it anymore.
Unless you can explain to me.
The deal will never faded. until it's done.

Now at this moment.
I.....
I'm okay.



Friday, February 7, 2014

To Think about.

一切 好像来得很快
也许这就是 生活
来匆匆 去也匆匆

心里一阵沉默。
We Afraid.
Because of uncertainty.

这事一天还没解决,
我心依然不能完全放松,
你们将会有很多见面机会,
他不会容易放弃,这让我更不能轻易掉心

来到这里,我工作都不能全心全意。
当看到你信息事,我让病人等,
到厕所回复你,心里可是很激动。
无限想象,因为如此
我第六感很强。

我只有等这月完毕。
我是这样期待。

对了。
在这里工作,
是真的好无奈。

不好的,它们小题大作,
做好的,它们开一只眼关
这里没有太多亲情,
只有精神上的压力,
只有更多工作和责任
也因如此,我可以学很多。
只有抱着帮助给多,学到更多的态度
我才能呆这里那么久。

Comfirmation.
It's not all about increment.
It's about faith, pride, appreciation.
I'm not afraid to make mistake, but I learnt from it.

学完了就走,我爸是这样说。
是我天真。


Sunday, February 2, 2014

狼人,也是有感情的人

那时分,我头脑只是一直在问自己
好要给我们一次机会吗?
这问题好像没有方向,只是在我脑海里旋转。

我没有奔溃。
我很冷静,也很严肃。
我突然变得很冷漠。
突然对这世界一切都不再相信。
我目中无神,冷眼望着你,
心里想着,想着,
你还想狡辩什么,很恨这伤痕,
累了。


月亮出来了,
月召唤我,要我面对它,
面对自己心中的疑问,要我相信自己知觉
不要在欺骗自己了,我不要再自欺欺人了
因为狼人在夜里看得很透。

月亮被乌云遮盖了。
看不见了,这狼人仿佛失去自觉地爬在地上。
没有力气。
他,想起了那时生病时,她为他抄下notes,在房间里默默陪伴着他。
又想起了,她每天每夜都不离不弃,不埋不厌的和他共度时间。
回忆起他们在书房里,爬着睡午觉,不怎么精彩的生活但依然相依为命
他们没有心事,因为总会有很多时间把它说出来,
他们求学生活里,没有解决不到的问题,因为都是一起面对的。
这里让他落泪了。


月老说,请相信她,并且原谅她。
狼人哭泣,你还可以相信一个曾经欺骗你的人吗。
月老,可以。她说她爱你。你要相信她,其实都是为了你好。

狼人,变回原形。


虽然,路好难走
虽然,过去美好日子不能从来
生活还是要过,太阳依然升起。
你也许对,人是会变。但这只是你自己思考角度的答案而已。
感情会被消磨,然而如果两人好好保鲜这感情,它是两人的责任。
我说,人会变,但不一定。



你在书房温习,我在楼上睡觉。
你温习到一半,跑了上来,
抱着熟睡的我,
一起睡着了。